Alex p.o.v.
I woke up earlier than I expected but I needed all the sleep I could get so I laid back down and fell back asleep
my alarm went off waking me and jay up "damn baby what time is it" he said flipping over "6" I said getting up "your tour bus don't come until 7" he said confused "alex baby come get back in the bed" "I need to take a shower and go help pack my babies bag" I said getting me a towel he scoffed laying back down and I rolled my eyes "you can lose the attitude" I went into the bathroom taking me a nice relaxing shower putting on my clothes doing my makeup I never was the one to wear lip gloss I always used lipstick I don't really know why but I brought it and never used it and I wanna see how I look so I put it on and looked in the mirror stunned "damn I needa use this more often" I said lowly "babe" I called out waking out the bathroom "be ready before 7 lov-..... See you later" I said waking out the room
______________________________________I walked over to Derek's house knocking on the door and he looked at me weird "what" I asked "wow" "wow what" I laughed "you look wow" I said looking at me "oh umm" he walked up to me lifting my chin "are you wearing lip gloss" he asked "yes I decided to try some different today and I kind of like it" I said backing away looking at his mirror "where are my babies" "upstairs" I went upstairs "mamas babies" they lifted there heads and smiled "hey mamas babies yall are getting big" I smiled putting them back on the bed " I already packed my bag but I halfway packed there's I was tired last night" he looked away he showed me to there room and where there clothes were
Once I got done packing the rest of there clothes I went to his room "umm I'm done packing there clothes so I'm about to head back" "you can stay if you want umm there's food in the fridge and I'll bring the babies down if you want" "yea that would be great" I went downstairs and got some grapes out the fridge sitting down as he came down with my babies "hey mamas babies you two what's some grapes" I laughed I bit half of it and fed the the other half and sighed it was now 6:40 "heyy derek" I yelled "what girl" he yelled from upstairs "I got to go I gotta go to the store and buy some more lipgloss I'm feeling it and I gotta make sure everything is good" I yelled he came downstairs giving me a hug and picking up the kids going upstair
________________________________I walked back to my house and getting my car going to the corner store getting some lip gloss it was funny how I was so serious about wearing lip gloss more
I brought 3 tubes and went back home I had a couple of minutes until it would be seven o'clock so I texted derek to come to the house so he can get on the bus and went in the house "baby" I called out "yes" "we need to bring the suitcases down" I said going upstair the door bell ringed and I know who it was "I'll get it" I went downstairs opening the door "hey shawty" he said and I laughed opening the door wider "you can just sit right there and wait I have to finish bring the suitcases down and make sure I have everything I need do you got your suitcases" he sat the car seats down "yea" "ok I'm gonna go get mines" I ran upstairs grabbing my suitcases and me and jay came downstairs sitting then by the chairs going back and getting our other bag "baby" he called as I was coming back up the stairs "yeah" "come here" I came into the room something in the bag is leaking "shit" I said "umm do we have another bag or suite case" "umm no" ok hold on I will be back I don't have time to go to the store again" I ran down stairs "derek do you have a extra bag or suite case" "umm yes look in the car" he passed me his keys "thanks I owe you" "you sure do" he laughed I ran outside and git the suitcase and came back in the house baby boy was crawling towards me "aww hey mama baby you wanna come with me come on" I walked upstairs "here" I said putting it on the ground sitting baby boy down "ma ma" he clapped his hand "boy i know you not clapping at me" I laughed jay looked at me from the corner after that we heard a horn and knew it was time to go "COME ON ITS TIME TO GO" i yelled grabbing darius and a suitcase going outside I got on the bus "heyy girl" "hey y'all" I said handing star darius "umm I'll be back I still have a couple more bags" I said waking off the bus going in the house "come on we have to go" I said and grabbed babygirl and another suitcase letting the boys grabbing the rest waking outside putting the suitcases up sitting down beside star and simone while the boy sat on the other side taking "alex now tell me you not in a freaky deaky situation" she pointed a circle in the boys area "nope derek is only here because of the babies" I said sighing we all talked as we were in the way to miss.c house every one started changing seats as we got down with our conversations jay sat beside me star sat beside Noah and simone sat beside angel and derek sat at the end but himself I feel so bad as we stoped miss c got on the bus and a surprised expression spread across her face "hey girls" hey mama" we all said look at my babies she pointed to Davis and ava and darius she sat them all on her lap and talked to them like they could talk back "girls we need to talk" she said putting the kids back in there car seats standing up going to the back as we and bruse followed her "ok so are you guys ready this one tiny thing can change everything" she said "yea,yes,of course" we all said "no don't say it prove it there are going to be big people there watching y'all they came out to see y'all most importantly your fans if you disappoint them there's no coming back" "well we have a hit song and amazing vocals if they can't recognize talent that there problem" I said and I miss.c turned her head "and you what's going on" "it's not like that......" I told her the story "are you sure they are gonna stay cool" "they said they would for the decency of the show and respect each other so I think yea" "no alex I don't want a I think I want a I know because if they dont and something happens it could mess up this whole thing for all of y'all" "miss.c they said they would" she got up opening the door "you two here now" the boys walked in and I put my head in my hands laughing she didn't have to do this to me " I need to know that you to are gonna be cool on this tour" derek looked at jay up and down "because if you dont it could mess up this for my girls and I don't want that" derek looked at jay once more "yes....no... Maybe so I need to know now" "umm yea I can pretend to like him for a week" jay said and derek just rolled his eyes "derek??" "I dont know miss.c" " derek just do it for your kids and your baby mama" miss.c laughed "fine but if he say sum slick-...." "Yes we know now thank y'all now get out" I pushed them out I felt like I was in a little story or something I honestly don't know how to put it
________________________________We were at our first destination and once again it's an embarrassing moment every one had there own rooms but they shared it with the person they brought on tour with them and of course I had to share a room with jay............................and Derek this was honestly really embarrassing since this was a one night stay in this hotel and a show tomorrow me and the girls spent most of our day rehearsing and dancing but I was off like I couldn't focus "yo Alex you good" Simone said looking at my through the mirror "yes why wouldn't I be" I laughed "you just a little off" "well she better get on this thing is huge for us it could lead to something more" star said "I'm sorry can we take a five" " no Alex come on man we gotta get it right" "Alex what's going on" I looked at Simone "it's about jay and Derek isn't it" "Ik I should be thinking about them right now but I can't stop thinking" I sat down on the floor " like them in a room together alone is making me cringe and I know they wouldn't do anything crazy because my babies are there now" "Alex when I ask you this don't get mad at me ok" I looked at her "ok......" I dragged off "are you really over Derek" "ofc I am he hurt me" "Alex listen to yourself for a second" "i am now drop it" "Alex are you" "you know what" I got up and walked away
I went back to the hotel jay and Derek were on separate bed doing there own things Derek looked at me " yo Alex you ok what's wrong" I sighed "nothing just long day" " I thought rehearsals don't end until like 1 hour" he said "well it got cut short by me and star having one of our days" I laughed "like y'all used to" he laughed I looked at him and we made full eye contact jay peeped it and pulled me gently to lay on him lay I know he was jealous I would have been to so I can't blame him "what you watching" " I don't know what this is I just got a notification so I clicked on it" he laughed i laid down next to him he grabbed my hand and kissed it, it was a little weird
________________________________
Hate me if you want.......... I gotta keep up with it and get right Cs Ik y'all miss it
And if yo ass ain't vote or comment go back and do that
But I still love y'all though🥰
YOU ARE READING
dalex love
ChickLitA girl who finds love and faces danger and issues from the past that effects her in the future and has main prioritys in her life but puts them aside for the people she loves A boy that doesn't have much but finds love and gains issues being with...