My Truth My Fire [Third Part in My Hate My Love series] [Lesbian]

Hiatus/ On hold-ish

Hey! c:

I didn't really wanna put this up but I knew some people have been waiting for me to update and what not..

A lot of stuff has been going on in my life. I'm moving and relationship drama, finally, got settled, but things with my parents are ...eh. They just found out I'm bisexual and really spiritual-even though I swear I told them when I was in college-anyhow, they started treating me like I was diseased or something-they are very religious btw-and it's fine they are religious, ya know? People should be able to do whatever they want without this ridiculous treatment from people that claim to love them but can't accept them for who they are. It's ridiculous. Anyway, they were acting like that to me for a few days and it really hurt and was terrible.. when they spoke to me about it they said really terrible things and so I have to rebuild all of my confidence and everything. I was even considering not even continuing my writing.......but I was like no, I like to do this and if they don't like it, oh well. So I'm going to publish my work and what not like I want to some time, hopefully soon. Anyway, yea, so things have gotten somewhat better as I reached out from a place of love to try and help our relationship move on from this because I'd literally come home from work and they'd talk to each other and literally ignore me like I didn't even exist..... and that's just, it's all insane. But anyway, they did open up more as this did happen around Valentine's day. But things are still weird some days.. and with that, I'm taking a break from writing for a moment. Hopefully, after I move which will be very very soon, I'll finish chapter 4 and finally post it. That's also been stressing me out. Anyway, yea just wanted to let you all know what's going on since I did start this and seem to not be working on it. Each weekend, I'm like 'finish chapter 4" and I'm like "ok" but am really tired and don't get to it or don't have the motivation or just can't..

I'm not able to, I don't know, write scenes that I want or just write like I want to just because I'm so stressed over stuff and my boyfriend's been trying to help me out with it too just I need to take a break, I guess.

So, I will get back to it when I can. This is not the end.

Laters. <3