~Bethany's POV~:
*Flashback*
"Get outta here you lazy b*tch!!! You're a f*cking slut!!!" My mom was screaming at me to get out of the house. I didn't even do anything she's just drunk. She always yells at me. She just blames me for everything. "Mom please-" "NO! I WANT YOU OUT!" I felt the tears in my eyes. "Mom..." "GET OUT!!!" I didn't want to leave her alone. I wasn't going to walk out like my dad did.
My dad left our family a few months ago because of my mom's alcoholism. Now she's a prostitute and a drunk. My mom needs help but she refuses to go to any and we can't afford it. I have a job at Target but we only survive because of welfare. Sure my mom earns money the bad way but she spends it all on alcohol.
I'm scared all the time now. I'm scared that I'll go starving and loose my house. Why did my dad walk out that door? All I know is that I can't make that same mistake. It'll be the end of my mother.
*End Flashback*
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I'm sitting in my bedroom at my grandma's house. My mom got arrested last week for stealing from the liquor store on multiple occasions. I guess we ran out of money. It was two months ago when I decided not to leave my mom but I wish I had. After that night I was completely changed for the worst. I hate myself now but I can't help myself. I am always with a new guy, someone who isn't nice to me. They all treat me like sh*t but that's what I deserve. I'm the one who turned my mom into the cops. I don't deserve someone who is kind and passionate. I don't deserve someone with a heart.
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Out of My Limit~Cethany {DISCONTINUED}
ФанфикBethany is a girl with a rough life. Her reputation as the school slut doesn't get her many friends. Connor is just a nice guy with a crazy girlfriend who reaches out to Bethany when she is at her worst. These two have no interests in each other bes...
