Out of My Limit~Cethany {DISCONTINUED}

Chapter 12

~Connor's POV~:
Beth ran off. I was only trying to help. She needed help...so I helped her. And she doesn't care. She wants to have to go through the bad things in life. Why would anyone want to do that?

I just sighed and went to my bedroom. I grabbed my phone and saw a bunch of missed calls from Sasha. I tried to call her back but it went straight to her voicemail every time. Huh. She must be mad at me or she just isn't by her phone right now.

Well it's like 8am so I might as well do something since all of my friends probably aren't awake yet. Maybe I'll just go down to the beach.

I drove to some random beach about 20 minutes from my house. I didn't bring swim trunks or anything so I'm just going to walk around.

The waves hit my feet as I walked along the soft sandy shoreline. I used to come to this beach all of the time with one of my other girlfriends. She died from cancer about a year ago...ugh why did I come here. I can still picture us walking along this very shore with our fingers intertwined. Her golden blonde hair flew around on windy days and she was always smiling.

*Flashback*

"Connor!!! Stop!!!" Vanessa was laughing as I picked her up by the waist. "Connor put me down!!!" She continued to laugh as I threw her over my shoulder. She pounded my back with her fists.

"I'll put you down when you say that you love me." She stopped laughing. There was an awkward silence. We had never told each other we loved each other.

"I love you." She whispered. I smiled lightly and set her back down. Once she had both feet planted safely back into the sand she leaned towards me and kissed me. Once she pulled away she sprinted down the shoreline. I started laughing...she's full of surprises. I chased after her. She looked back at me occasionally with a smile on her face.

I caught up to her and grabbed her by the waist, pulling her into a hug from behind. She giggled. She's always had the best giggle.

*End Flashback*

That was the last time we went to the beach together before she told me she had stage 4 lung cancer. We went back a few times but she wasn't smiling. She wasn't laughing. A few months after she told me she loved me, she died. I was broken for a long time after that.

Then I met Sasha and she cheered me up. She got me through the sadness and the pain. Then we became a thing. We still are a thing. But I'm not happy anymore when I'm with her. I just realized that whenever I'm with Sasha I wish I was somewhere else. I need to break up with her. I still care about her but she's just annoying sometimes. Especially with her paranoia of Beth. I don't want to deal with that again.

I'm not saying that I'm leaving her for Beth or because of Beth but the way Sasha hates Beth is just pushing me away. Maybe one day we'll find our way back to each other but only if she gets over the whole Beth thing.

A/N: Sorry for taking so long to update...I had writer's block and I took a break I guess. Okay bye I love you guys!!! Thanks for 500 reads!!!