Out of My Limit~Cethany {DISCONTINUED}

Chapter 5

//A/N: Picture above is Connor and one of his actual real life past girlfriends, named Sasha. So those two actually dated in real life a while ago and I decided to include them in here. Okay bye.//
~Bethany's POV~:
A thought hit me. Connor has a girlfriend. A girlfriend who hates my guts. To save myself from reliving my past I will not explain the long history as to why she hates my guts, just know that me being a slut and all didn't really go well with one of her boyfriends. He came to me and I didn't know they were dating so hey it's his fault not mine but whatever Sasha...whatever!

What I don't understand is why the h*ll would Connor talk to me and try to help me when he knows that is the last thing she'd want. She always thinks I'm going to come after her boyfriends even though I never did in the first place and I've only ever been with one of her boyfriends. "She's just a b*tch."

"Who is?" I heard a familiar voice behind me. And did I just say that out loud? I turned. I feel like I'm always turning around! And of course it was Ian standing right behind me. Creepers be creepin.

"What do you want now?" I was pissed. He just called me and now he just appears out of nowhere like 10 minutes later. He is such a stalker. "Well Beth I want to know who that guy was that you were talking to. Is he new on your list?" I rolled my eyes, "I don't have a list Ian. Guys just call when they want to and I usually accept." "I don't care Beth. Who is he?" "What's it to you?" "I just want to know if he will also be eating up your schedule." This is why I hate him, he's so creepy and his word choice is just terrifying. "No he won't. He has a girlfriend and he has no interest in me like that." "So you won't be with him?" "No Ian. Why do you care?"

Wait. Is he getting jealous? "Ian do you actually like me?" He didn't look at me, "Yes. I've liked you since I met you at school. You've always been beautiful but nobody ever sees how great you are, they never treat you right." Wow I thought I was just nothing to him, I thought he didn't care. But nothing will ever fix the mistake he made last time I saw him.
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~Ian's POV~:
I've always liked her. I could've admitted it before but I knew that she'd never feel the same way back. I just don't know how I'm going to fix the past. I really screwed up once with her. I can tell how bad it was by the fact that she never talks to me unless I talk to her first and she always glares at me with her arms folded over her chest. Her anger towards me just shines through her body language.

"Ian..." I held up my hand to stop her, which caused her to roll her eyes at me. "I know what you're going to say. You don't feel the same, you never will. I get it Beth I screwed up bad. You shouldn't forgive me for that mistake, so I know you're going to say you hate me. I'm okay with that Beth. I know that's what you're thinking, I just don't want to hear it coming from you."

Her arms came uncrossed and fell to her sides. She looked at me like she was listening, actually listening. "I'm going to go Bethany. Please don't bother calling me again for your business. I don't want my only chances with you to be some kind of forced choice for you. I don't want to be living in a daydream."

She looked shocked. Her mouth was open slightly so you could just see a small row of her teeth. "Goodbye Bethany." She just stood there like an idiot. She doesn't even know how much I've changed since I made one terrible mistake, the one that ruined my chances with the girl I care about and love the most.