~Bethany's POV~:
After that encounter with Ian I decided to go out. I need to forget about all of this for a while. And luckily for me there is a party tonight at someone's house, I don't care who, but there will be alcohol involved and that will definitely help me forget everything for a little bit.
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I got ready quickly. The party is only an hour away by now. I had a very smoky eye look and what you can call a slutty dress but I don't care. I never have and I never will. People will only ever see me as a slut so why hide it right?
I took a selfie. But I'll never post it anywhere. I avoid social media. If I had an account on any form of social media people would cyber bully me and call me a slut through the internet as well. It's just another form of torture I don't want in my life.
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I grabbed my cross-body black purse and my keys then headed to the door. My grandma glared at me as I walked past her. I don't care. I don't care. I do care but I can't care.
When I get to the party people are dancing and drinking. It's one of those crazy parties. Good. I make my way to the kitchen and grab a beer from the fridge. Well actually I grab two..if I want to forget I have to start strong.
I drink beer after beer, drowning in my sorrows, forgetting the pain by drinking it away. I've done it before. It's really nothing now.
Suddenly I was on the dance floor. I still had my beer in my hand. I lost count which one I was on but it doesn't matter because I'm completely wasted. I was dancing sexually and I didn't even care. When do I ever care about what I'm doing?
Suddenly I felt someone's hands on my hips. They stood behind me. I turned and saw an unfamiliar face. The relief that surged through me when I saw it wasn't Ian was insane! But seriously thank God it wasn't Ian. I danced with the guy and drank even more. Memories start to blur and I'm gone. This party was the perfect idea. Now I'm slipping away into the alcohol and all of my pain will disappear and this new guy may be of interest...we'll see.
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Out of My Limit~Cethany {DISCONTINUED}
FanfictionBethany is a girl with a rough life. Her reputation as the school slut doesn't get her many friends. Connor is just a nice guy with a crazy girlfriend who reaches out to Bethany when she is at her worst. These two have no interests in each other bes...
