Unidentified (Taygunoff)

love???

I was sitting in canteen as person who was staring at me from past 15 min started to speak " Gun, are you sure ??you are not falling for me. " He asked me in the most mischievous way.
"Hell, I'm gonna fall for stupid like you, and anyways I don't plan to snatch anyone's boyfriend, I don't know why you are being asshole to cheat on your girl" I got pissed off.
"Hey, I'm not cheating... Can't I fall for anyone if I'm in relationship" He tried to act innocent.

" Really, but I hate the fact you are willing to cheat on her. I don't care if you fall for anyone, that anyone shouldn't be ME.dont drag me in this mess. "I was really controlling myself not to hit him with heavy bag of mine.
" So you are scared that you will help me to cheat on her " He winked.

That's it I'm loosing it. this person who is getting on my nerves every time we met. God wont punish me if I killed someone like him right???
He is my best friend Tay... We used to share alot, hangout , tease and had lots of fun with each other, till one day he told me out of box that "he like me" . How I'm gonna trust him... First he have girlfriend, second he is flirt, and third and most important I don't have trust on word Love. How can I trust on something that doesn't exist. My parents fight alot some times they share sweet times together but still majority of time they only get on each other's nerves... Is it love??

My sister is married but her husband left her because she couldn't give them child ( it was love marriage) she always cry despite the fact she could have been moved on.. But she didn't want to leave him, I can see she is in pain... Is it love??

My friend who have girlfriend still hit on other girls when she is not around and claiming that " He likes me"and how can he choose boy over girl since he is big flirt( especially girl with curvy body) .... Is this is love??
No I don't even want to think about being in love ... That only gives you pain, hatred, hurting others wouldn't it would be better to play safe and never get involved with someone special. At least that is what I think.....

TAY'S POV....
I don't get it why does he have to be afraid of love?? Since I met him all he have to say is he is not planning to fall for anyone and not even want to get closed to someone in romantic way.
He was really strange or weird..but that idiot was mischievous and but childish You are asking me why ... ???

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(Back then when I bumped into him in his hometown)
" P, I don't want to talk to you, I don't even know you".gun was always in bad mood. (Even now)
" We know each other, I think you forgot. We met each other before throw Off. He is my best friend".i was trying to convince him.

" P, I think you are mistaking me for some one else". He was really trying to escape the convo.
"Oiii don't call me P, just call me Tay... Okay okay if you don't remember then let it go... We can be friends now , right??? ".i was trying to hold him in convo.

" I don't talk to strangers, and you are irritating me P..... Ohhhh I bet you are planning to hit on me or maybe for your friend right". I really hate this kid, why I'm even trying to convince him.

" Why do you think I will hit on you... I'm straight, I already have girlfriend. And I don't have any gay friend so you don't have to be soo confident that someone is even willing to flirt with you".shit shit.... I just let that slipped I didn't mean to hurt... But he was really getting on my nerves.Im not hitting on him obiusly....
"Oh, P so why are you being so persistent to be friends with me?? ".what now you are back to normal. He was talking me in normal tone now.

" I just thought we can be friends because we have common friend, if you are not willing to... It's okay "actually even I don't know why I'm trying to be friends with him.

" Ok P, but P' Off isn't my friend, he is person I know through family gathering ".wow how can he became so soft ...suddenly... He isn't trying to escape from convo anymore.

" So you want to be friends with me??? "I asked hoping answer is positive. I don't know why I was even hoping..

" Ok, P... I mean Tay... I'm gun, gun Atthapan. Now I have to go my mum is calling". I was staring at his back as he ran towards his family.

Note: it contains some bad words and maybe little adult things in future. I'm Apologizing in advance for any grammatical mistake or wrong wording.