Unidentified (Taygunoff)

Confused??

I was busy to show how I irritated I was when Tay used his flirty line on me again that I didn't notice he is already sitting next to me now. Sudden electric touch that I felt when Tay hold my hand in his one hand and my heart started to pump faster than usual.....this is different it's not how he touch me ,I don't feel anything when he touch ...i didn't feel anything this year's...now??why... It's not we are sitting next to each other for first time nor he is touching me for first time.... I was never alone in this silent room with  Tay. Room wasn't particularly bright or dark just rays of sun were directly lending on Tay's face....was he always looked like this??beautiful no,attractive???yess .his eyes are forcing me to look at them,am I gonna stare at him like this??but wait there is different emotion in his eyes.. there was expression of disappointment on his face that ,that somehow I feeling guilty??but for whattt man? . He always smile brightly no matter how much irritated I will get... Why now Tay???
This expression is different.He called my name again."Gun......"I felt sudden sensation when his cold hand were caressing my cheeks softly. His dark brown sparkling eyes was like honey in sunlight that was searching something in my eyes ..... He didn't said anything but his eyes we're calling my name ..... My pace of heart were unusual .His gaze was set on me that I felt weakness in my knees.I need to go, it's not good feeling ??I'm confused what it is...i never felt this way. Tay.....what is this???I know I don't have romantic feelings for you,that's why I bluntly rejected your every approach.I always get irritated whenever you tease me...its probably oh na na na not probably,definitely that "MORE YOU HATE,MORE YOU LOVE " shit,I'm uncertain but about what??. His hand was moving from my cheeks to back of my head to hold my hairs . He entangled his finger's in mine ...... Tooo close, Gun this is tooo close where is your mouth speak up damn you.....
"Tay, ......umm Tay,you are too clos---"he cut me off in middle,he lick his lips before leaning towards me, His wet lips were touching mine gently, ,my eyes we're widen open...Gunnnnn.....i was screaming inside my Head, what the f....???
"Uhmm"I let out little moan when he tighten his grip on my back hair ..... He let other hand to pulled me close . He started licking slowly on my upper lips...Shiverrrrrrs...all over my body. Every second was giving me chills ..... His hand were slipping from my hairs to neck ,Is he trembling???he is scared??of me??why his trembling hand is giving me different sensation.....The fuck I'm doing??
His lips were still on mine, I didn't pushed him yet???... That sudden knock on door snapped me back, I pushed him as gently I could .. I didn't want to hurt him. Wait what why .... Gun, he just made move on you?? I was walking slowly towards door....