Unidentified (Taygunoff)

confession??

I can feel part of me is breaking . But for what that my friend is leaving or ??? Why I have so many but's in my mind. Can't I be sure of what I want.

I heard steps coming near me, I was hoping it should be him?? I wanted it to be him. I will confess, I'm not sure of myself but, I don't to loose this chance.
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Without looking up, Gun still felt presence of someone sitting next to him.

He closed his eyes, he needed courage. He was happy that he didn't gave up on him, he came back. This time Gun is gonna make sure he won't loose him again. Not anymore, he felt warm in his heart that person was there beside him. His heart beat was raising by time with flustered cheeks.

Deep sigh.

" Please listen to me, don't say anything unless Im finished. "

"Im sorry.. Is the first thing I want to say. And I'm sincere about it. I knew you was special for me but I was afraid, I was afraid that you might leave me, I don't wanted to get broken. Insecurity has never left me. I don't how it build in my heart but it kept only increasing. It never left me, I got afraid of talking people that I might hurt them and they will leave me or other way around. I always get irritated thinking why caring so much if we are not gonna be together forever. We need to leave each other now or later , why should bother investing feelings and getting heart broken. "

" I know I don't have sad story but being sacred until now made me scary cat that don't want to get out of box. I hurt you but you was still there for me next moment. You never gave up on even after throwing tantrum on you . I don't know why you was persistent until now I felt warm inside me when you kissed me. I wanted to have conversation but timing was always bad. Im beating around. I'm getting to point that....... I- I think I lik-like you. But promise me don't let me go ..... Never".

"I promise Gun I won't let you go even if you want to... I won't let that happen" Gun just didn't opened his eyes but he had widen eyes, he didn't had courage to look up after hearing voice of Off.

His heart beat wasn't on normal pace from the start but now he thought it's gonna explode anytime soon.

By looking Gun's cheeks Off was quite flustered himself. He had his thoughts on proposing but he never thought that Gun would propose him.

He got up from the seat , sitting on his knees to get on same level as Gun who was bending to look road which was too much interesting for him.

Wait, what is happening. It's not Tay, why I had warm feeling when he was sitting beside me. I couldn't tell difference between Tay and Off.

"You know I'm too happy now, I didn't knew you also felt same until now, I was too stupid to not noticed. I should have proposed you long time ago. Gun .... I was the reason you rejected Tay until now??? " Happiness was overloading now for Off. He hugged desperately to Gun.

I gather all courage to make false confession?? I have used all my strength. How I'm supposed to clear misunderstanding. Will I hurt Off also??

Gun has started crying unconsciously. All that Off felt was happiness, he could have never imagine Gun would be his. He had hunched that Gun had feelings for Tay. And now he was holding Gun in his arm's, his crush...who have same feelings towards him. It wasn't one sided and he was overjoyed by fact.

"Of- Off  I-I Thi-think you mis-"
Gun was stuttering while trying to hold back his tears. But he couldn't let this happen. He needed to talk , he needed to clear this misunderstanding.

" Don't worry Gun, I won't leave you.. I will never, I promise, I swear. Please you also promise me. don't leave me Gun ... Please. From childhood till now I only had you in my heart. Please don't take my happiness away just because of your temper. " Off had been holding but he was failed at point that he started crying.

"Off, will y-you listen to me, Ta-Tay --"Gun don't wanted to keep holding his feelings anymore but the way this mess has started after his confession is freaking him out.

I need to clear this. I have to be clear.