"I'm fine" [asanoya] {Currently under editing.}

Anger part two

*Nishinoya's Pov*

The mall. A place you go with your family, your friends... but as I walk down the mall filled with all those sort of people my eyes focus on the people here as a couple.

Asahi was walking next to me while sipping on a slushy we had bought. I looked up at him expressionless. To other people he might look scary but once you get to know him he's kind and gentle and sweet, he was always there for me no matter what. I hold my arms out at the cup of flavored crushed ice in his hand and open and close my hands asking for some like a small child. He hands me the cup and I take a sip from the extra straw intently.

"Thanks." I say smiling at him

"No problem." He said returning the smile

The day went on and we looked into different stores, we didn't buy anything other that food. We left the mall and started walking home.

We were walking down the road and I thought about how much Asahi does for me and I am so grateful.

"Thank you for being you Asahi." I say as I come to a halt. The sun was going down revealing a orange and pink mix of sky and clouds. It's so warm and cozy. I turn to Asahi and wrap my arms around his torso not wanting to let go, because I love him and I don't want him to slip away, I don't want him to fade. 

He wraps his arms around me and pulled me closer. We stay there For a second not wanting to move happy to be with each other. I finally pulled away in the beautiful orange mix of colors and I smile up at Asahi and slowly but surely the corners of his lips turned upwards He was smiling, for real.

We started walking and talking about things we saw in the mall the different styles, people and merchandise that was for sale. Although... I was speaking but I was more focused on Asahi's hand knowing I could slip mine into his. I had a longing feeling to take his hand but what if he didn't accept my hand, what if he looked at me weird anything could happen! But, a life lived in fear is a life half lived. Right?

I stoped thinking for a second and slid my hand into his. Feeling the warmth of his hand against mine. I know a small blush had settled into my cheeks and it was the same for Asahi except that he was completely red.
We arrived at his house within five minutes hand in hand enjoying each other's company, but as soon as we got to his house our hands broke apart but I didn't take it back. I was extremely overjoyed that I was staying at Asahi's house until my mom came back from her business trip because... I was scared of being alone.

Being alone to me was like drowning in an abyss of never ending darkness, pulling me down I try to scream for help but the sound that comes out of my mouth blurred. Reaching struggling against the cold of this never ending darkness. That is why I was so great full to Asahi for letting me stay with him.