"I'm fine" [asanoya] {Currently under editing.}

Asahi's Note

To Yūu Nishinoya,

Noya. I'd like to apologize for what I am about to do...or uh, did. But, I had to. I couldn't stand it, I mean I knew I would never forget what happened. I knew the memories of my mother would bear heavy on my mind. And I know that's not an excuse, but it's mine.

I think you deserve to know that, I loved you. I loved you with all my heart. I never told you because I was scared, like I always was. The day I met you, I fell, hard. I fell in love with you, your big brown eyes, your bright smile but most importantly; your personality.

You we're always upbeat. You were cheerful supportive and caring, and I will always love you for that. I want you to continue having that bright and cheerful personality, so I ask you to move on. I'm going to be gone, but I want you to go on. I want you to smile for yourself and for people, I want you to be happy. Take care of yourself, I know that sounds stupid and hypocritical coming from me, but it's good advice.

I know what I'm about to do is selfish, but I think it's right. Noya, I know you'll get through this, you'll move on and I'll be just a faint memory in the back of your mind. You'll fall in love and live a beautiful life. So for me, move on you don't need to remember us, it will only hold you back. And I don't want that. Please Forget me.

So please, don't be sad. I'm sorry and I love you...but this is goodbye.

                                 Sincerely, Asahi Azumane.
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