"I'm fine" [asanoya] {Currently under editing.}

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No ones POV (trigger warning.)

Noya's cry for Asahi echoed throughout the house unheard. Panicked, the boy looked around the small apartment, hoping this is some stupid joke. But he knew it wasn't. He went back to his room and with trembling fingers opened the Note and read it. He then looked out the window towards the ground.

An anguished scream escaped Noya's mouth, his body was there; his mind was not. Grieving sobs, and painful acceptance. Noya slid down his wall. His chest ached and his throat itched. He felt like he was on fire, he felt like the sky had caved in and his world was shattered. He felt so many emotions, too many emotions at the same time that it was tearing him apart.

"It's not true." He thought helplessly

"There's no way."

"He can't be gone."

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The police arrived soon after; they had been called after the neighbors heard Noya's cries. When the authorities arrived, they found Noya sitting by his windows weeping. Not even bothering to look up when they entered the apartment. Knees brought up to his chest, still trembling and stiff as metal...

They escorted him out of the building and outside, blue and red lights flashed, and ambulance and paramedics. While Noya sat there paralyzed, he replayed the moment everything shattered over and over and over and over. It had become redundant, but it did not cease.

The paramedics took Asahi's body away in a body bag. Carefully putting him on a bed inside the vehicle.

So it true. Noya thought.

...hes never coming back.

More tears more grief more pain. Noya felt as if he was going to die, as if he was slowly losing his mind. The events of that night slowly chipping away at his mentality, making him feel unstable...

Noya's mother came soon after, but all Noya
was able to hear from her was muffled speech.

. . .

'..Being alone to me was like drowning in an abyss of never ending darkness, pulling me down deeper. I try to scream but the sound that comes out of my mouth is broken and blurred. I reach and I struggle against the cold of this consuming Isolation...'

Now I'm going to be alone.

No one to listen.

No one to talk to.

No one to hold me.

No one to cry with me.

...I'm alone...

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Well, this is the end. After months of working on this, it's done. I really do hope you enjoyed reading this. It's been fun.

I just started a DaiSuga hanahaki AU fanfic, I've wanted to write it for a while now and I finally started.

Oh. And I'm going to publish Asahi's letter sometime soon.

-Kayuni