SidNaaz... An epitome of reality!

Chapter 14 - Their not so official first date

As their staring game was going strong, just then they heard an announcement being made at the airport that the flight by which Sana was going to Punjab tonight had been delayed by 3 hours due to certain technical difficulties... Hearing this Sid ran towards Sana, caught her by her wrist and started to drag her out of the airport... Sana was shocked by his beahviour..

Sana : Sidharthh yeh kya kar raha ha tu? Haath chhod mera... Sab dekh rahe ha...

Sid was in no mood to talk to her in front of everyone so he just kept on ignoring her pleas and kept his grip firm on her hand...

Sana : Sidharthh mat kar... chhod mujhe meri flight ha.. mujhe jaana ha wapas ghar... aur yeh tu mujhe bahar kahaaa leke jaa raha ha??! Shehbaaz pareshaan ho jaega k me kahaan chalii gyii hu...Siddhaaaaarthh... tu meri baat kyu nahi sun raha...

Sid was still ignoring her like a plague and he had already arranged for security so that they don't have any difficulty while crossing the front gates and moving on to the parking lot... he quickly lead her to his car and opened the door on her side and made her sit in the car..

Sana : Yeh kya harqat ha Sidhaarth... mujhe kahii bhi nahi jaana tere saath... abhi k abhi yeh car ka gate open kar... ( Sid had already put the car on childlock )

After that Sid had came in from the other side on the driver's seat and started to drive the car in the fastest pace as he could tackling the Mumbai traffic... Sana was continuosly asking him k wo kya kar raha ha yeh and usse kahaan le jaa raha ha ... and she wasn't going to stop with her questions until she gets answers... Sid was loosing his patience and he finally gave up...

Sid : ENOUGGHHH...!! Bas abhi ek aur awaaz nikli na tere muh se toh me yehi pe, aadhe raaste pe tujhe chhod k chala jaunga... abhi chup chap baithi reh...

Sana : ( murmering in a cute way ) Bas hamesha mere pe hi bill phaadte ha sab.. harqatein karein wo galti bas meri hi hoti ha...

Sid : Gadhiii!!

Sana tried to speak once more but one look from Sid and she shushed up for the rest of the ride... Sid had driven up to the nearby beach and had parked their car in a secluded area... This part of the beach was usually not open for the public at this time of the night... Sana still hasn't spoken a word and Sid was almost relieved by this... He then being the gentleman he is opened the car door for Sana and asked her to climb down...

Sana : Mujhe nahiii aana tere saath kahii bhi... kya pata tu kya karega...

Sid : chup kar k chal jaldiii se... pakaa mat !

Sana : Nahhiiii ... meko nahii jaana tere sath!!

Sid was in no mood to argue with her and took a hold of her hand, made her climb down the car and took her to one of his favorite places in Mumbai, with the best view of the sea and stars... Sana was mesmerised with the view and was surprised to even say anything to him... Sid was least interested in the nature's beauty at that moment rather was more focused on his Gadhiii... who was looking as exceptional then ever before... But then he remembered why he had brought her here... So back to Kabir Singh mode...

Sid : Bataaa ab... yeh kya naya drama chal raha ha tera??

Sana : Kya dramaa?! Kya bol raha ha tu?

Sid : Yeh jo Punjab jaana ha... Itnii jaldii kya ha?! Aur tune mujhe yeh baat batani zaruri bhi nahi samjii k tu aaj jaa rahi aur 2 din baad nahi??! Q ?? Me bas tere liye itna hi important tha k tune mujhe goodbye kehna bhi zaruri nahi samja? Kya samajti ha bey tu khud ko ha ?? ha kya bey tu ? Bas dimaag sadaati rehti ha... Jabse BB k ghar se bahar aaye ha ek pal bhi shaanti se baithne nahii diya ha tune... Hamesha kuch na kuch chalte rehta ha tera... kabhi party se gayab.. kabhi mere se jhagda kar k gayab... aur ab yeh.. naya drama... k aaj hi jaana ha Punjab!! Kyu jaana ha aaj? Do din ruk jaati toh kya aafat aa jaati? Problem kya ha teri... Hamesha bas bhaagte rehna ha... Kabhi saamna nahi karna hota tujhe musibat ka... Bas saari attention tereko hi milti rahe... baaki saare apna saara kaam chhod k tere seva me lag jaaye.. Aur sabse badiii baat.. tune mujhe yeh baat bataayii q nahii?? Aaj subah bhi toh mile the na hum?! Tune meri Mom ko yeh baat batayiii... but mujhe nahii... Q ?? Tune yehi samaj liya ha na k ghar k bahar aa gaye ha hum toh rishta rakhna hi nahi ha iske saath... chhod hi dete ha sab!! Wo toh ghar k ander the toh nibhaa liya ... abhi kahaan me aur kahaan wo!!

Sana was listening to his gussa nikaling session silently... she knew that he would be hurting too much and this closure was necessary for them both... She didn't even interrupt him once while he was continuosly speaking... She just put her hand on his hand and held on it tightly... without leaving him and assuring him!! But he was in no mood for that... he jerked his hand away from hers and just turned around not looking at her...

Sana : Tujhe kya lagta ha k meine sirf tujhe hi q nahi bataya k me jaa rahi hu Punjab aaj ?

Sid : Mujhe kya pata tune q nahi bataya?!! Bas mujhe sirf itna pata chal gaya ha k meri koi importance nahi rahi ha teri life me... achhii baat ha move on karna...

Sana : Yehi toh problem ha na Sidharthh k tu meri puri baat kabhi sunta hi nahi... bas apne mann me hi sab soch leta ha aur ussi baat ko pakkad k baith jaata ha.. tu hamesha yehi karta ha!

Sid : haan toh ab saari galti meri hi ha na... meine galti se soch liya k hamare beech emotional attachment wala rishta ha... galti ho gyii k isme emotions invest kar diye meine... risky tha par phir bhi kar liya sab... kya pata tha k end me loss mera hi hona ha... sabne warning di thi mujhe k me yeh na karun... lekin kya karu jab dil ki baat aayi toh me haar gaya... tujhe kya lagta ha me kabhi kuch bolta nahi toh mujhe kuch feel nahi hota hoga?! Hurt mujhe bhi hota ha aur dil bhi dard deta ha...

( he was almost in tears by then... lekin hamare strong Shuklaji dikhaenge nahi kuch bhi...)

Sana felt his pain like always... She said : "Me issi dard se toh tujhe dooor rakhna chahti thi... tujhe hamesha khush dekhna chahti hu me... teri gham ki wajah nahi banna chahti... jaise tu meri khushi ha, waise hi teri khushi ki wajah me banna chahti thi.. par kya karu yeh saari feelings jo ha na iss dil me tere liye wo mujhse control nahi ho paa rahi ab... kya karu me tu bataa na Sidhaarthhh.... Ho gaya pyaar tere se...!! Nahiii rok paayii me khud ko... nahiii khona chahti me tujhe... me chahti hu tu hamesha mere saath rahe... par me yeh bhi jaanti hu k wo kabhi ho nahi sakta... kyuki tere dil me pyaar waali feelings nahi ha na mere liye... tu meri care karta ha, mujhe leke protective ha ek sachhe dost ki tarah... par pyaar nahi ha...!!

Tu jaanna chahta ha na k me yahaan se tujhe bataaye bina q jaa rahi thi wapas, kyuki nahii hui himmat meko tujhe yeh baat batane ki... nahi chahti thi me k tu mujhe reject kare... nahi chahti thi me tujhe koi problems aaye meri wajah se... tu hi kehta ha na k jabse hum bahar aaye ha tune ek pal bhi aaram se nahi spend kiya meri wajah se... toh me chahti hu k ab ki saari life tu aaram se jeeye... tere liye koi aisi partner mile jisko tu bhi pyaar kare.. bas mere se ek promise kar dena... k tu meko kabhi bhulega nahii... tere muh se yeh baat toh zarur nikalni chahiye ... - Wo jo Sana thi na yaar... bahot masst ha!!"

Sid was so still and was overwhelmed by all the things she just said that he couldn't even look at her at that point... He was so confused and unable to put words to what he was feeling...