Is A High School Story

Chapter 5

Authors Note: Your probably most curious on what's going on in Richard's mind right now huh? That's precisely why we're looking at Matthew's POV first. ;) Don't worry, Richard's POV will be next. Hope you enjoy~ ^^

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Matthew's POV

L-Lover boy!?!?! Has he gone mad!?!? I stood there, genuinely shocked by his comment. He noticed and chuckled nervously. I did the same. Kinda.

"Sorry for saying that....I was trying to joke around honest. I wouldn't make fun of you." 

He said it so sincerely it was hard not to believe him. I laughed it off. Honestly he's such a great person that I couldn't help but laugh. He noticed and laughed along with me. I was getting more comfortable with him. I could feel it. I wasn't as nervous anymore. I wasn't shaking or doing anything stupid. I was being my actual self. My true self. And somehow...I feel like Richard felt it too.

I lead the way to my place as we walked and talked and laughed. I missed this. I miss having friends. I miss having these fun times. When we did finally arrive at my house, I was sad. I didn't want the fun time I had to end. I hope he had fun too. I did my best, but sometimes my best isn't enough. He noticed it though. Of course he did.

"Hey you okay? You looked you were really enjoying yourself. I've never seen this side of you at school before." 

My house is near some street lights so this time he could see my face, and it was as red as a ladybug. He chuckled at the sight. I blushed more and hide my face. Oh great, the nervousness is coming back >.<! As nervous as I was, I still had to answer his question. I cleared my throat.

"Well no one really likes me at school, and I'm socially awkward and suck at talking to people, especially new people. When people do get to know me and I relax a bit, I get more friendly and talkative. People just judge what they first see and not what I have to offer long term. So that's why I don't really talk much."

He looked deep in thought and was silent for a few moments. I used this time to gather my thoughts as well. I wanted to properly confess my feelings to him, not just leave it as me getting outed. He finally looked up at me ready to talk. I looked at him and smiled, letting him know I was ready. He began:

"Wow...I've never met a person with so many layers! It's like you have different personalities and you switch to either or depending on who the person is. It's really interesting. My friends aren't half as human as you are. Your a special person. Unique in your own way. So keep being you."

I was flabbergasted. H-He was accepting me for who I was...I mean yeah, my previous friends did too but...I never thought he did. Knowing he did filled me with great joy. I started smiling. Not your normal everyday smile, no no. This was the big one. The best smile I've probably ever smiled before. Rich started laughing, and I did as well. God, I love him. Yep I said it. I love him. Sue me. 

"Well...this might not be the time, but I want to get this off my chest and kind of clear the air."

He looked at me with a different expression I couldn't read. I think he knew what I was referring to. I continued:

"Being outed obviously wasn't the plan haha...but yes. It's true if you couldn't tell already. I-I like you. I've liked for awhile. I don't remember how long...probably when i first saw you and those beautiful sparkling eyes of yours. Ever since then I couldn't stop thinking about you and such...you know the rest. I'm not asking you to date me or even be hang out with me after this. I just wanted to clear this up so this wouldn't be like a thing."

I took a deep breath and sat on the step outside my door. God that was a lot. Once I started talking, the rest sort of flowed out. I looked up and Rich, and he was thinking about something. He had his hand on his chin and everything. So adorable. Eventually he sat down next to me and sighed. This doesn't look good.

"I'll start by saying this. I'm flattered. I really am. But I'm not gay. I don't return your feelings. And I'm sorry, because your a great guy and will make someone really happy someday. I will still be your friend though. Is that okay?"

I don't know why I felt so hurt. I knew this was coming. I expected this. I guess rejection hurts regardless. I felt like crying there and then but I fought it. I kind of just covered my face with my hands, which was enough of a hint to Rich. He patted me and started talking again:

"Are you okay? Look.. even though I'm not gay....I'll...consider things. Will that make you feel better?"

I looked up shocked. Would he really do that for little old me...?

"N-No you don't have to do that if you don't want to...Really..I'll be okay.."

But he insisted.

"No I feel like I'm to blame for your sadness. I don't want you to be sad. I want to see that cute smile of yours again."

"I want to see that cute smile of yours again." D-Did he really just say...

"I-I...w-well if that's what you want..."

He smiled and nodded.

"It is what i want. Maybe I wouldn't mind trying something new."

Then he caressed the side of my face with his hand. I almost died. Not joking. My face was probably as hot as the sun. 

"I-I....I-I.."

Once again, I thought we were gonna kiss but my mom called me. She asked how late was going to get home and I told her we were both right outside. She said she would out to thank Rich and hung out. I sighed. It seemed our special time was over. I got up. Rich did the same.

"Once again, thank you for everything. Your my hero."

He laughed.

"It was nothing. If you ever need help or anything, lemme know." 

I nodded, and that second my mom came out. She was in her jammies. I probably should be embarrassed for that but forwhatever reason I wasn't. She came down the steps and shook Richard's hand.

"Hiiii!! So nice to meet you! My name is Shannon, and your the boy I spoke with on MatPat's phone right?"

"Yeah that's me! Nice to meet you, I'm Richard. I go to Matt's school."

My mom's eyes beamed.

"Are you one of his little friends?"

I bet Rich isn't little down ther-

"Yeah I just met him today. He's pretty sweet."

They both looked at me and I blushed. They talked more for a few more minutes until my mom checked her watch. It was almost 9 p.m.

"Oh my lord! It seems I lost track of the time! I'm so sorry for holding you here. You should probably get home so you have enough time to get fully rested."

Rich chuckled.

"It's pretty fine Ms. Shannon. Have a good night."

"You too! Make sure to get home safely."

Rich nodded and started to leave. My mom went back inside and beckoned me to follow. I started going but Rich grabbed my arm. I looked back at him confused. As soon as my mom went out of view, he pulled me closer. I started sweating and blushing. I was super close to his face.

"'Member how I said that i was going to think about this whole thing?"

He looked me dead in my eyes. I have never been so scared and turned on at the exact same time.

"M-Mhm.."

He smiled. My eyes widened.

"Well.."

He leaned in and kissed me.

"My thoughts may be more clear to me than I first expected."

Then he let go off of my arm and walked away. Into the dark starry night he disappeared into. Leaving me on outside my house confused, in love, and turned on at the exact same time.

Authors Note: Didn't think the relationship between them would of blossomed so fast, but with what I have planned it will somehow all work out in the end. Until next time. ^^