mixtape | yoongi

1.9 - here's the tea

sigh.

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we got to the boys' dorm about a half hour later after making an impulsive pit stop for 3 a.m. ice cream on our way back. the others were all still awake, apparently having the next few days free after their busy schedules finally cleared up.

i entered their dorm after hoseok, laughing at something he had said when i felt all their eyes on me.

i felt my laugh die down and nerves creep up immediately after.

how can i perform in packed arenas but get nervous around 7 normal people? wack.

"hey guys." i waved and offered a smile to the 6 i hadn't just spent hours with.

i got a chorus of hi's and hello's back before i was invited to sit on the couch next to yoongi, who shot hoseok and i a suspicious look before nonchalantly resting his arm across my shoulders.

"what were you guys even out doing for so long?" namjoon asked curiously, looking away from the tv to hoseok, then me. he sent me a wink with a grin before looking back to hoseok.

i blinked but didn't say anything, settling to instead lean into yoongi's chest silently.

"it's a surprise." hoseok responded smoothly, offering a shrug, though the grin on his face was smug.

"why? i wanna know." jimin whined from next to me. he turned to yoongi with an accusatory glare. "do you know?"

"no." yoongi scoffed at him, "why would i know?"

"because you liiiiiike her." jimin said, as if that explained everything, gesturing to the two of us cuddled together.

"bitch, so do you." taehyung pointed out with a roll of his eyes, making jimin flush.

"shut up hoe, so do you." hoseok replied, giving taehyung a look.

"yeah? so do you though?" namjoon pointed out, giving hoseok a flat look.

"oh wow coming in at number five at liking kiyoung is kim namjoon. don't be a hypocrite." seokjin scoffed.

"we get it, y'all all like kiyoung and here she is. choosing me." yoongi bit out with an annoyed tone, before groaning. "anyone else want to confess a crush on kiyoungie while she's here?"

the room remained silent as yoongi turned his icy gaze on the youngest.

"jungkook?"

the maknae quickly shook his head.

"no sir. noona is quite literally like a sister to me. she's uh, helping set me up with her best friend jaemin."

"good." yoongi pinched the bridge of his nose.

"damn son, way to put your foot down." seokjin simpered, throwing a pout in our direction.

"i'll put mine down as well." i finally spoke up, all the talk about me giving me a headache.

"here's the tea. you are all very close friends to me. i don't really know how it happened so wildly but it did and i hold you all incredibly close to my soul. that being said, don't give me hold over your heart. i don't want to be the cause of rivalry or competition or... anything."

i took a breath before running a hand through my hair.

"so can we please put this aside and go back to being just best friends? because i have some people in mind i've been wanting to introduce you guys to anyway."