Venting again because I need something to make it better, this is how I feel.
3rd Person POV
Peter was sitting in his room with the door locked, he hasn't slept for over 24 hours and he's entering a very bad mental depressive state. He's barely living anymore. He tries to be a good brother but all he gets cursed out and constantly told "I hate you" or "you're a dick". No matter what he did he wasn't good enough. He tried, his job barley payed anything. He tried, really he tried and got spit upon and thrown to the side. Peter isn't a good enough nephew, son, or brother to anyone. He felt the urge to cut deep enough to end his life as lately he has become suicidal to some extent. He's never good enough and he can't fake it.
But, he tries. He tries to be a good nephew, son, brother and friend. Everyday he greets everyone he sees with a smile and a warm welcoming because that way if stuff is going on at home, at least 1 person wants them there. Peters at the end of his rope, know the edge of a cliff.
All he wants is people to know he tries.
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Spidey oneshots
FanfictionI DO NOT SHIP OR WRITE STARKER! ranging from everything between OTPs to Irondad and Spiderson, and more. I'm not taking requests at the current moment but I will let you know when I am. I DON'T OWN THE COVER PICTURE, MARVEL OR ANY OF IT'S CHARACTERS.
