To Ruin Her For Me.

part 23

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Both Shivaay and Anika where crying on there respective places, Shivaay was busy in punishing himself where Anika was crying and crying driving harshly,  once again recalling the lurid proximity heated between them.

Why I didn't stop him from close to me? Why his touch is making me weak.....why that girl touch on him crumbled me.....why without think I beaten her.....why I got this much furious.....what he will be thinking of me......what I'm doing....why I felt bad when he called T....  

Anika banged her hand on steering and screamed loudly throwing her head on head rest....

" Yeh sab mere sath kya ho raha hai?"

She tightly shut her eyes to get recalling each and every moment she shared with him, that after long days a huge smile got carpeted on her lips but soon it again got lost when some unwanted and killing ones heart words echoed in her ears....

"You know Anika, I and....."

Anika with jolt opened her eyes, she was not in state to let those words kill her more and more as for world and for her mother she might be living but only she knows that she's dead...she's dead from inside not for once but she's dying....she's dying with her each breath and beat of heart but for her mother happiness she's living and breathing for her peace and to make Shivaay believe that...that he's wounds left no impact on her dead soul. She like mountain is standing infront of him but from inside how much she got weak...how much, only she knows or her gods.

She rested her head on steering and cries loudly deep in heart screaming Shivaay's name.

When she felt someone in her car, she lif her head and glanced right side that numbed her. She quiver mumbling

Shiv!

Resort 

Shivaay was punishing himself more and more when he felt Anika calling him. His hands began shaking, he abruptly looked around for Anika trace but there was no glimpse of her.

" If she's not here, then why I felt she's calling me?"

He ruminated for seconds and then his eyes got widen.

"Bubble!"

He quickly removed boxes gloves from out, wore his shirt and ran towards his room. He knocked at the door and then got in.

Anika!

He calls her but no voice came over that scared him core, he looked at each corner of room but there was no glimpse of Anika that for minutes stopped Shivaay's breath. He was pleading Anika to come out as it's not the time for playing nor it's funny, so stop playing and joking with him.

"Mera bubble, meri jaanaa theek to haina?"

His mind and stopping heart both asked the same question from him. He tightly held his heart that was wrenching inside him, holding his heart he ran out when his pleading goes vain. He hurriedly came down to reception and asked them about Anika but they where clueless about Anika's whereabouts that left Shivaay to turn beast.