Life Of A Single Mom

Chapter 10

I never got a response back from either that day, so I thought maybe they just trying to process it like I did or maybe they really and truly didn't give a fuck at all because I did leave Will and I did just have a one night stand with John and never looked back. The next day I finally got a response from Will he was excited but he wanted me to pee on a stick in front of him because after I figure he would be a little hesitant since we had this scare before with Ebony. We decided to meet up later that day to sit down and talk. I was embarrassed and shame when I seen him but yet he stood there with a smile on his face, greeted me and all. We talked for a little while then I decided to go and take the test since that was the reason for us meeting up. Two minutes had passed and again the test said positive. It was starting to sink in more now that I'm really pregnant with my fourth child. Like seriously what the hell I'm gone do with four little rugrats running around calling me mom. We ended up agreeing when my first appointment came that I would let him know so he can come. A week or so passed by before I got a response from John but it wouldn't be him, if he didn't take his time to respond to things. " It's not mine. So why you telling me, we didn't fuck." I read that text for like five minutes like can he be serious. We didn't fuck, could he be serious right now. Because who could i have fucked if it wasn't him. One thing I can say I kept up with that good. Can tell you the day, time and place, I always kept track of that. I ended up not responding back because I was already feeling bad as it is and was getting drowsy from my meds I was taking. I sat in the bed and cried the rest of the night. Only thing crossing my mind was this couldn't be life. This can't be my life. Why me? I just wanted answers but I was raised to never question God. He always had a reason behind everything.