Life Of A Single Mom

Chapter 19

I ended up focusing on myself for a while because he did a number on me. I started questioning every little thing about myself. Why I continue to go through hell? Why I couldn't find someone who wants to love me for me, whole-heartedly? I was beating myself up. Now Micah had been out of the picture for a while but he never seem to amaze me, when I needed someone most he always magically reappeared. We could go months hell years without seeing one another but when we reconnected it was nothing less than amazing. Our bond was great. He was my male bestfriend I never asked for, I swear. I had made the decision it was time to relocate, run far away from everything that was going on around and what better place would it be then to the big city. I had nothing to lose and a lot to gain and what made it even better I would be closer to Micah we would be able to hang out more than usual. I ended up moving in with some friends less than a week had found a good paying job. I had actually found employment quicker than most so i was a little excited. Baby the paychecks was double than what I was use to. I was on grind mode save, save, save. I didn't have time for nothing extra. I lied, nothing extra but Micah. He was doing his usual wining and dining me, treating me like a lady suppose to be treated actually taking his time with me.  Had been in town for maybe 2 months by the time I decided to go stay the night with him. He had been asking since I made it his way but I honestly was focusing on myself for a change. I wanted to heal before opening a new chapter because usually I just jumped straight in no questions asked. I know you'll probably damn you sick of going from one relationship to the next, sit the fuck down somewhere I know.  I honestly just thought this new chapter would be my best chapter and I no longer would have to worry about getting done wrong or feeling less than a woman. I was falling head over heels and quickly, he could have asked me to marry him right then and there and I would have said yes with no hesitation and I mean none.