YOU 1 [Charli D'Amelio]

Chapter 36.

(Warning: This is very detailed, sexually so if you don't like that type of thing, I suggest you skip this chapter, this is the only warning I will be giving for the whole story so just know the sex scenes will be detailed and descriptive xo)

Max's blazing eyes don't leave mine as I make my way to her. I prop my knee up on the bed and pull myself up. At the same time, Max lifts herself up against the headboard and holds her hand out for mine. The second I place my small hand in her, she wraps her fingers around it and pulls me onto her . My knees go to her sides and I am straddling her lap. I have done this before with her, but not in so little clothing. I hold myself up using my knees so we aren't touching, but Max isn't having it. She positions her hands on my hips and gently pushes me down. Her t-shirt is bunched up at my sides, baring my thighs completely. I am glad I shaved my legs this morning. The second our bodies touch my stomach begins to stir. I know this happiness that I feel isn't going to last and I feel like Cinderella, waiting for the clock to strike to end my blissful night.

"Much better." She says and gives me a crooked smile.

I know she is drunk and that's why she is being so nice, well nice for her, but I will take it. If this is truly the last time I will be around her then this is how I want to spend it. I keep telling myself that. I can behave how ever I want tonight with Max because when the daylight comes I am going to tell her to never come near me again and she will oblige. It's for the best and I know that is what she will want when she isn't intoxicated. To my defense, I am just as intoxicated by Max as she is by the bottle of scotch he consumed.

As Max continues to stare into my eyes, I begin to feel nervous. What should I do next? I have no idea where Max is going to take this and I don't want to make a fool out of myself by trying to do something first.

She seems to notice my uncomfortable expression.

"What's wrong?" She asks and brings a hand to my face. Her finger traces over my cheek bone and my eyes involuntarily close at her touch. Her touch is surprisingly gentle.

"Nothing.. I just don't know what to do." I admit and look down.

"Do whatever you want to do Charl, don't overthink it." She advises and I nod. I lean back a little to create about a foot of space between our chests and bring my hand up to her bare chest. I look at hee for permission and she nods. I press both hands against her chest softly and she closes her eyes. My fingers trace the swallows on her chest and down to the moth on her stomach. Her eyelashes flutter as I trace the scripture on her ribs. Her expression is so calm but her chest is moving up and down much more rapidly than it was a few moments ago. I am unable to control myself as I bring my hand down and run my index finger along the waistband of her boxers. Her eyes shoot open and she looks nervous. Max , nervous?

"Can I uhmm.. touch you?" I ask in hopes that she gets what I mean without me having to say it. I feel detached from myself, who is this girl straddling this punk girl and asking to touch her.. down there? I think back to what Max said earlier about me being my true self with her . Maybe she is right. I love the way I feel right now, I love the electricity shooting through my body as she nods.

"Please." She answers and I lower my hand. I keep my hand on top of her boxers and slowly reach the slight bulge in her boxers. She sucks in a breath as I graze my hand over her. I don't know what to do so I just keep touching it, running my fingers up and down. I am too nervous to look at her so I keep my eyes on her growing crotch.

"Do you want me to show you what to do?" She asks quietly, her voice is shaky. Her usual cocky demeanor has shifted.

I nod and she puts her hand over mine once again. and brings it down to touch her again. She opens my hand and makes my fingers cup around her length. She sucks a breath between her lips and I look up at her through my lashes. She takes her hand off of mine, giving me full control.

"Fuck Charli, don't do that." She growls. I still my hand and try to jerk it away.

"No, not that. Keep doing that, I mean don't look at me that way."

"What way?"

"That innocent way, it makes me what to do so many dirty things to you." She informs me and I want to throw myself back onto the bed and let her do whatever she wants. I give her a small smile and begin to move my hand again. I want to take her boxers off but I am afraid to. A moan escapes from her lips and I tighten my grip on her , I want to hear that sound again. I don't know if I should move my hand faster or not so I keep the slow but tight movements and she seems to like it. I lean in and press my lips against the clammy skin of her neck, causing her to moan again.

"Fuck C, your hand feels so good wrapped around me." She says. I give her a little tighter squeeze and she winces. :Not that hard, baby" her voice is soft and not mocking at all.

"Sorry." I say and kiss her neck again. My tongue runs over the skin below her ear and is her body jumps, her hands go to my chest and she cups my breasts beneath her hands.

"Can I. take. off. your.. bra?" Her voice is so uncontrolled and raspy. I am amazed by the effect I am having on her . I nod and her eyes light up in excitement. Her hands are shaky as she reaches under the shirt and up my back, she unclasps my bra as soon as her fingers touch the strap and I start to think about how many times she has done that to be able to do it so quickly. I force the thoughts to the back of my mind and Max slides the shoulder straps down my arms, making me let go of her. As soon as the bra is gone she puts her hands up the front of my shirt and grabs ahold of my breasts again. Her fingers lightly pinch my nipples as she leans forward to kiss me. I moan into her mouth and reach down and grab her length again.

"Oh Charli, I am going to come." She says and I feel the wetness growing in my panties even though she is only touching my chest. Her touch is heavenly and I feel like I may come too, just from her moans and her gentle assault against my chest. Her legs tense under me and kiss becomes sloppier, her hands drop down to my lap and I feel a wetness spread through her boxers and I pull my hand away. I have never made anyone else come, obviously. Max's head rolls back and she takes a few breaths while I sit on her thighs, unsure what to do. Her eyes open and she lifts her head back up to look at me. A lazy smile crosses her face and she leans forward and kisses me on my forehead.

"I have never come like that before." She says and I am back to being embarrassed.

"It was that bad?" I ask and try to move off of her legs. She stops me.

"What? No, you were that good. It usually takes more than someone just grabbing me through my boxers." She answers and a pang of jealousy hits me. I don't want to think about all the other girls that have made Max feel this way. She takes in my silence and cups my cheek, brushing her thumb along my temple. I am comforted by the fact that the others had to do more than I did, but I still wish there weren't any others. I don't know why I bother to feel this way, me and Max are still unresolved. We are never going to date or be anything other than this but right now I just want to live in the moment. I laugh a little as the thought crosses my mind. I am not a "live in the moment" type of person at all.

"What are you thinking?" She asks and I shake my head. I don't want to tell her of my jealous thoughts.

"Oh come on Charli, just tell me." She says and I shake my head again. In a very un-Max move she grabs ahold of my hips and begins to tickle me. I scream with laughter and fall off of her and onto the soft bed. She continues to tickle me and I can't breath. Her laughter booms through the room and its the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. I have never heard her laugh this way and something tells me hardly anyone has. Despite her flaws, her many flaws, I consider myself lucky to see her this way.

"Okay.. okay! I will tell you!" I screech and she stops.

"Good choice." She says. "But hold that thought, I need to change my boxers" she smiles and I blush.