"Babe..." Jimin whines. Jungkook couldn't help the laugh that leaves his mouth.
"What's wrong, darlin?" He looks down at the older, who was laying on top of him with his head on his chest.
"I'm bored. Can we go out tonight?" He asks, this time looking at his lover. Jungkook wraps his arms around him.
"You're still hurt, babe. You can't do anything right now."
"I know. I just don't wanna be in this damned house with those idiots...just you and me." He suggests. He smiles when Jungkook thinks on it, meaning he would most likely get his way. He places a big kiss on his lips when the younger nods.
"Alright, darlin. Where you wanna go?"
Jimin sits up and thighs about it. He wasn't really sure where he wanted to go. He just knew he wanted to get out of the house for once.
"Let's just drive. Let's just see wherever the hell we end up." He says. Jungkook smiles before sitting up to kiss him again.
"Let's go then, beautiful." Jimin hops up with excitement as he pulls on shorts and one of Jungkook's shirts before skipping out of the room. The younger shakes his head with a laugh before getting out of bed and putting a shirt on before following him. When he gets outside, Jimin is already by the McLauren door.
"Well you're eager." Jungkook taunts before getting in the car with the other. Jimin shoves him in the arm before scoffing.
"Of course I am. I've been in that damn room for a week now while you get to go out and have all the fun." He pouts, only slightly however. Jungkook chuckles and places a short and sweet kiss of the other's lips before backing out of the driveway and pulling off onto the road.
The midnight streets that are usually bustling are fairly empty and Jimin wouldn't want it any other way. They can just cruise as long and as far as they want without distraction. He rolls his window down and let's the gusting wind blow against his skin and through his hair. He hears a faint chuckle and he looks over.
"What?" Jimin asks as Jungkook gives him another quick glance.
"You look beautiful like that, puddin. I'm not use to seeing the calmer side of you." He admits to his lover before grabbing his hand. Jimin smiles and leaving his head back against the headrest.
"Maybe because I prefer a bit of excitement. Calmness is too silent." He says. Jimin takes a few hesitant seconds before sighing.
"And silence let's your thoughts run rampant." He finally let's out. Jungkook looks over at him once more before his hold on his hand becomes tighter. After a few short minutes, they pull up to an empty lot and park.
"Kookie?"
Jungkook turns the car off, turns on the car lights, and turns to his boyfriend before sighing.
"What's going on with you? For real this time. I know you try to go out and do shit to avoid what's going on in there." He tells him, motioning to Jimin's head.
"You are always full of energy and excitement. Always ready to get into some crazy shit in the blink of an eye...but these past few days you've been stuck inside, I don't see that side of you very much. Tell me what's happening." Jimin is silent. He wasn't expecting Jungkook to be so concerned for him.
"I..." Jimin pauses.
Ever since his mother took him in, sharing his feelings and confiding in people. It made him look weak.
It made him feel useless.
He always let out his feeling through action instead of words, that's what he loved about doing this with Jungkook. The thrill, the happiness, the love and excitement. It made it like nothing else in his world mattered.
But he hasn't had that chance for the past week.
"Do you regret coming with me?" Jungkook asks him. Jimin's eyes widen before shaking his head. He grabs onto Jungkook's face and smile.
"Of course not, baby. I'm just not the best at sharing my feelings. You know I hate feeling vulnerable." Jungkook let's one of his hands rest on Jimin's and he smiles.
"Darlin you are the most powerful, beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on. It's be a fucking mistake if anyone ever saw you saw you as otherwise. Don't let your past distract you from the greatness that can become your future. You have me."
Jimin smiles and, without another word, presses a deep kiss onto his lover's lips. When they part, he rests his forehead against Jungkook's as he looks into his eyes.
"I love you, baby. So fucking much that I'll go insane without you." Jungkook smiles and pecks his lips again.
"You're already insane, cakes." Once he earns a hit in the head, he chuckles.
"I love you too, Jimin. You know this already but...I'd burn this world to the fucking ground for you without hesitation." With another kiss, Jungkook pulls Jimin onto his lap and leans the seat back before turning the car lights off.
Just a small update since I haven't in forever.
Depression and writer's block do not work together I'll tell you that.
Hopefully this isn't completely shit and that you folks like it.
