Godly Sins

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

I think about the day my dad just "disappeared" or died, like it was yesterday. It fills me with nothing but rage, I can't control my emotions, or my powers. I never mean to do harm, but apparently that's all I can do now. I rage out and someone gets hurt. All I ever think of is my Dad. I know Zeus was horrible to me, but the devious plan Hades had to kill him, was just plain awful. I should have known nobody could love me the way he said he did. Nobody has ever loved me. Except Ares, he is the only one I can trust now. He was so excited when I called war on Hades, its something I regret, but something had to be done. I couldn't just let Zeus die. "Ambrosia!" Zeus yelled, "its time for school!" ugh, school, as if I need to deal with that day in and day out. He knows I am out of control, but they can't control me. Not like Hades used to. I hate having to facing Lucian. He hasn't really spoken to me since Hades has gone missing, he took over the underworld and is still going to school. I really envy him. I miss my home. I miss him. Maybe today will be the day I talk to him. Apologize for everything that happened, explain. Maybe he will forgive me. I trudge down the steps of our castle and greet our father "Good morning, I'm starving what's for breakfast?" my father looked at me as if I spoke another language, "do you really think we aren't going to speak about what you did Ambrosia, you put yet another guard in the hospital, what in the hell is wrong with you, you're getting so far out of control your beginning to act like" He paused. I glared ice at my father knowing exactly what he was going to say "Go ahead, say it, I dare you. Tell me I'm acting like Hades!" I screamed at him. "I AM NOTHING LIKE HADES! IF YOU REMEMBER CORRECTLY FATHER, I SAVED YOU FROM HIM!" my heart was racing and I could feel the electricity forming in my veins, my hair started turning shades of blue again. "Ambrosia, you best calm down, if you wreck another thing in your mother's kitchen, she will be so pissed when she comes back home" Zeus said. The sad look in my father's eyes was devastating. "I know you miss mom; I miss her too. I'm going to find her, one way or another, Ares has been out looking, I have hope he is going to find her, he will search every realm possible, top to bottom, cause wars if he has to, just to bring her home to us" I said, trying to reassure him. Ares has been gone since that day three years ago. He calls a couple times a month to update us on which realm he is. There are so many that I've lost track of how many he has been to. I know right now he is in Hyperion, close by, so I hope that he is going to come home and see me. I miss him so much. I decided I shouldn't push father much more today, with bringing mom up, he retreated into his study. I know soon I'll hear the wrath of thunder soon. Poor Eric will have to deal with dad today, I did the past couple days and it seems him and I are the only ones who can calm him down, that way the mortals don't have to deal with too much of his wrath. He makes me feel so much remorse for the mortals. They are the ones who always have to deal with our wrath and mistakes. They know Hades is missing as well, but to them that's the best news they've heard about us. They hate him. So, they're no use, none of them will help look for them. Percy, my cousin is out looking for him, in between his own adventures. So that's helpful, I know everyone is relieved he is gone. So, I don't think any one is really looking too hard. Everyone is more worried about my mom. I hear the thunder rolling in, wonderful, here goes fathers fit of rage. "HERA!" I hear him cry. As another crash of thunder hits. I let him cry out a couple more times before I walk into his study. "HERA! MY LOVE PLEASE COME HOME!" another crash of thunder. I stand outside the door of his study, with my hand on the door knob, when I start to hear the whispers. "Don't go in there little one" I spun around, I have to be hearing things, there is no way I heard that right. "who's there!?" I yelled into the openness of our home. I walked closer to the living room, "Little one, I'm not dead" The whisper said. I felt the color drain from my face. "Dad?" I called out. As the whisper laughed, I could feel my soul being pulled, and I knew exactly where I was going to go. I didn't want to face him, or whatever it was. "Come little one, it's a lot easier if you don't fight, we need to talk about what happened" he said. "dad, I'm, I'm sorry!" I cried "Please don't do this, please don't kill me" I yelled. He laughed "Ambrosia Adonis Donahue, how dare you think that I would kill my flesh and blood. Now get to Necravian, NOW!" He yelled. I was shaking, scared out of my mind, I ran to my father's study and burst through the door. "Father" I screamed "Hades, He isn't dead! He just spoke to me! He told me I have to go to him now or he will make me, he just tried, but I" I paused. My father wasn't in his study, I yelled out for him but I got no response. I walked around our home looking for my father thinking where he could have gone to in such a hurry, I yelled out for my fathers' right hand "Eric!" I heard his footsteps come from upstairs. "Yes, my lady?" He asked. "Have you seen my father? I can't find him anywhere." Eric's eyes widened with panic. "When was the last time you saw your father" He asked in a panic. "Just about 10 minutes about before he went into his study, why? Is there a problem, do I need to be worried, what's going on Eric?" I asked hastily. Eric ran to the phone and called down to the other guards "We have a Code Thunder. Yes, that's right, The King is missing."