Godly Sins

Chapter 15

Hades POV

Shes getting stronger, but her powers are still no match for mine or my brothers. Being trapped for the past three years has halted her training. I missed my daughter, but I couldn't believe she burst her power and locked me in Necravian. She has a lot of learning still before she can unlock us here. Her mother found me not too long after I disappeared. The world was still unstable so she wasn't able to enter. No one was. I was stuck with my own thoughts. It reminded me of being swallowed by my father all those years ago. I cried a lot, but I'll never admit it to anyone. I cried for my daughter who was now with Zeus, the father who didn't love her like I did. I could only hope that Ambrosia would forgive me and let me explain the truth. I couldn't believe she declared war on me. So I guess this space was as safe as I could be. I watch her and it makes my heart ache, I watch how Lucian loves her from afar, such a protective one he is. I know that she is his destined partner, I made her that way. It was my deal with his biological father, God. I wanted to make sure she was protected, loved and safe. What better way than fated partners with an Angel. Only Lucian, God and I know that she is fated with him, everyone else would freak out, thinking I took her freewill away from her. Nobody understood the love I had for Ambrosia, and the lengths I would go to protect her. Even her heart. I had to. Nobody would hurt my daughter and get away with it. They would swim in my river of souls before I ever let anyone hurt her.

Lucians POV

As I lay on the ground with Ambrosia still wrapped with me in my wings, I caress her face, I keep thinking of what to tell her when she wakes, would she accept me or would she be appalled at the fact that she has to be stuck with me the rest of her life. Being close to her makes all the senses on high alert. I can smell her perfume, as it fills my nostrils with the most heavenly scent. It calms me enough to adjust my wings so I'm not squishing her to death. I wonder what her lips taste like, but I would wait til she was awake to find out. Its been 17 hours since she came back to me and she has yet to even stir. I can hear all the voices outside of my wings, but I refuse to come out. Poseidon tried to coax me out with my favorite brandy and food, I knew I needed to eat but nothing was more important than holding my beauty. I needed her to heal, and I believe me holding her here would help. I talked to her every so often, just so she knew she wasn't alone. I knew she would hear me eventually and I didn't want her to think she was alone. I closed my eyes as I haven't slept for almost 2 days. I was greeted with darkness, hoping to see Ambrosia in my dreams, just so I could hear her angelic voice again.

Ambrosia POV

I could feel him, I could feel everything about Lucian, but I could wake up. No matter how hard I tried, all i could see was darkness. This has never happened to me before. I was scared, if I could cry I would, but even being in this state prevents me from crying. I was so angry at myself, I should have listened and waited for Lucian, he could have helped me, but no I had just had to be stubborn. I knew I was being held by him. I felt so safe in his arms and I could barely make out his voice. I swore I hear him say he loves me but im starting to wonder if I'm being delusional. I prayed to the gods and goddess that if they let me wake up just one more time I would listen, I needed to be Lucian, I never before knew that my love for him was this strong. No wonder my parents told me I was a stubborn difficult child. Look what ive been doing, ive been pushing away the man I love, the man that would do anything and be anything for me. I can hear faint chanting. But none of it makes sense. I wondered how long I would be here, consumed by darkness. It felt like I've been stuck this way forever, all I ever wanted was all 3 of my parents, was that so hard! Why did the universe hate me, was I really an abomination like they told me I was? I lie here day after day hearing the clock on the wall chime, I occasionally get to hear the sweet sexy voice of Lucian, telling me he loves me, I still don't believe it to be true, but id listen anyway. He keeps saying he'll tell me the truth if I will just wake up. I kept wondering what that was. What was he keeping from me?

Lucian POV

Its been 5 days since Ambrosia came back, she is still unconscious. Im beginning to think she'll never wake. I think back to all the times I spent with her in the underworld, teaching her magic, taking her in my arms, loving her the way she deserved, but keeping a distance at the same time. If that makes sense. I was always too worried about her being made for me and how she would react to be too close. But now I don't give a flyin fuck as long as she comes back to me. I look down on her, seeing her sleep so peacefully. I started to cry again. Life would never be the same without my love. I lay a kiss on her lips not being able to help myself, and in doing so she stirs ever so slight. My eyes lit up, make that was the key, maybe I could breathe her back to life!!! I kissed her again, she stirred more. So I kissed her with all my might, shoving my tongue into her mouth breathing in her scent. I kissed her till my lungs started to burn. Just as I was about to pull away, he tounge moved in my mouth. A tear slid down my face, was I dreaming, or did she just kiss me back. I pulled away to look at her and her eyes started to open. "Lucian" was all she could muster.