Amnesia (Negan x Reader)

7. Visitors

You're startled awake by a figure standing directly above you, the person's hands firmly gripping your shoulders. Alarm bells immediately go off in your head and you swiftly push your body off the sofa and onto the person, pinning them to the ground. As the sleepiness vanishes and your gaze sharpens, you are met with a pair of familiar brown eyes and you sigh a breath of relief. The relief doesn't last long though as you notice a strange expression on his face. Panic? Worry? You can see Negan's lips moving and as you finally focus on the words coming out of his mouth, you realize that you're about to be in deep shit.

"Look, we don't have long. You just need to trust me. Simon, Dwight and some of my guys are here. I heard their signal. Follow my lead and I promise they won't lay a finger on you." He quickly says to you in a hushed tone. Your brain's trying hard to put everything he just said together, and you know you must act fast; though the sensible part of your brain can't help but question it all. Is he really telling you the truth? Have his memories all come back? Is this some kind of trap? And why the hell were you so relieved when you realized it was Negan standing over you?

"Wait a minute- You remember them now?" Your body goes stiff as the realization hits you. Oh shit. His memories have come back. Negan's expression is that of surprise, he pauses for a moment before answering you. 

"Yeah, but they only just came to me. I still don't remember everyth-" He says but is interrupted by men's voices just outside the door. He briefly tilts his head towards the door and then turns back to look at you. He gives you a reassuring squeeze on your arms. "Trust me" he says, his voice even more of a whisper than before.

Of course, you shake away your doubts and your feelings take over. You nod at him, showing him that you do actually trust him. "Okay", you say as you get off him and extend your hand to help him up. He looks at you for a moment and his palm finally meets yours. Even when he lets go, you can still feel his touch on your skin and your fingertips gently brush over the area.

He takes a few steps towards the door, straightening his posture. He glaces at you once last time before opening the door, "Hello boys."

"Boss, it's great to see you!" Simon is the first to speak up, he opens his arms and then rests them on his hips. "We've been looking everywhere for you."

Dwight takes a few steps forward, standing next to Simon. "We checked every single hut, this was the last one left."

Negan chuckles, "Good job soldiers. It's good to see you're still loyal to me."

Simon leans to the right, glancing behind Negan to see a figure standing inside the hut. "Who's the pretty lady boss?" He asks, curiosity taking over him.

"Just a little prize I found along the way. Couldn't stay in this hut all by myself without a little company." Negan replies smugly. He motions for you to come to him with his index finger and you obey his orders. You soon come face to face with four men resembling a pack of wolves looking like they're ready to hunt their pray. You can feel their eyes on every inch of your body, as if they haven't seen a woman before and it makes you feel physically sick. They all laugh in unison and you try not to think about all the dirty thoughts currently going through their minds.

"Easy boys. This one's already taken. But as a kind gesture to your loyalty, let's have a little celebration tonight. No food rationing, no working, just some good ol' ball-licking fun. What do y'all say?" He says, leaning back with his palms up in a questioning stance. The men all look at each other, their grins growing wider as they nod their heads.

"Hell yeah boss! Now let's get you home. Your wives have been eager to see you." Simon exclaims in excitement. 

'Wives? Negan is married? To multiple women?' you think to yourself. Your heart sinks to your stomach. Next thing you know - Dwight is tying your hands up behind you. 

"What the hell?!" you yell in protest, trying to release from his grip. 

"Calm down beautiful. I'm just tying you up, that's all. I won't hurt you." You feel Dwight's hot breath by your ear. That makes you feel even more uneasy. You start to panic, calling Negan's name to save you from this creep. 

He slowly turns around to face you, "Do as you're told, Y/N." His voice is firm but his eyes have a softness to them. You don't say anything else. You allow the men to lead you through the path, but you can't help but feel anger. Anger at the fact that Negan's allowing these men to eye fuck you right in front of him and anger at the fact that he never once mentioned his wives. And yeah, maybe the memories of those women were wiped from his brain at the time but the thought of him being with them made your blood boil.