Cancer (Ziall Horlik) AU

Chapter 14

Zayn's POV

I ran my hands down Niall's chest to the bottom of his shirt. I looked at him for permission to take it off, he nodded in return. I slide the blue t-shirt over his body and threw it carelessly on the floor. Niall moved his arms to cover himself. I grabbed his wrists and pinned them beside his head. I looked down at his torso and noticed he was so skinny. I could see the out line of his ribs and his stomach was sunken in. It hurt my heart because his body looked so sick.

"I'm gross." His voice broke me out of my thoughts. I looked up and saw fat tears rolling down his face. I went quickly to wipe and kiss them away.

"No, you're not your perfect." I told him kissing him again. I went to unbotton his jeans and slid them off in one tug, along with his boxers. His hard cock slapped against his stomach. I looked at his fully naked body.

"So beautiful." I told him going to place a hot opened mouth kiss on his mouth. He returned it and sliding his tongue across my lips.

His hands slid to the hem of my shirt pulling it up. I lifted my arms so he could get it off. He then reached for the button of my jeans and popped it opening. My dick was throbbing against my jeans and boxers. I got up and took my jeans off. That relieved some of the pressure. I went to my side drawer to get out the lube and a condom and went back to the bed.

"You look so fucking beautiful." I told him climbing back on top of him. He moaned and bit his lip. His hands reached into my boxers and took my hot member into his hand. I made a sound between a gasped and moan. My hips bucked into his hand, getting harder than before. He let go of my dick so he could pull my boxers off.

Once they were off I leaned down to kiss him and our members touched, sending both of us into moaning fits. I continued to kiss him as I reached for the lube to poor it onto three of my fingers. I moved myself so I was stuck between his legs and nudged them open. I slipped one finger into his hole. He stopped kissing me at the sudden intrusion.

"Are you alright?" I asked pumping the finger in and out slowly. He nodded and I pulled it out adding another one. Niall hissed at the pain, so I let him adjust.

I ducked my head down and captured one of his nipples into my mouth. I started sucking and he ached his back in pleasure. I swiped my tongue over the hard bud and started stretching him open. I moved my mouth to his other nipple and sucked it too. I added a third finger and curled them so it would hit his prostate.

He cried out in pleasure and I knew I hit it.

"Please, make love to me Zayn." Niall whimpered. I pulled my fingers out and opened the condom. I slid it down my length and lubed myself up. I positioned myself in front of his entrence. I placed my hands on the side of his head and nudged his hole. He took a deep breath as I slowly pushed in, then clenched his eye shut.

I peppered kisses all over his face as I pushed all the way in. He started giggling at me kissing him so I licked his cheek.

"That's gross!" Niall yelled. I laughed and did it again. He made another noise of disgust, but he was still laughing. I pulled my hips back and pushed forward slowly. He looked up at me in the eyes and I could see the love in his blue orbs.

"I love you." I said and quickened my pace. He moaned lightly and I kept the rythem of my thrusts even. My arms started to feel tired, so I moved onto my elbows. This caused every thrust I made, make my abs rub against Niall's hard member.

The new position I took made every time I pushed into him hit his prostate. He was slowly reaching his high, as was I.

"Z-Zayn, don't l-leave me." Niall stumbled out his words. He arms wrapped around my waste pulling my flush against him. My pace was fast and hard now, sweat was dripping down my forehead. I stared into Niall's eyes and kissed him.

"N-never." Was all I could say before my stomach clenched with heat and I came hard into the condom. I felt Niall's come paint both our stomachs and chests. I pounded into him, helping both of us ride out our highs.

I collapsed on top of him, both of us breathing heavily. He ran his finger tips softly up and down my sweaty back. I moved my head to look at him. He leaned in and pecked my lips. I started pulling out of him, but he stopped me.

"Not yet, just give me a minute." He whispered. I nodded and kissed him with all the love I felt for him. I slowly pulled my softening dick out of him. He winced a bit, but then seemed sad after I was fully out.

"What's wrong?" I asked him. My voice bearly above a whisper. I felt like if I spoke louder, it would ruin the moment.

"I like being so close to you. I feel normal and loved." He told me softly, running his fingers through my hair.

"You're always loved. Even if we're not together like that, I love you just as deeply." I ment it. I got up, rolling the condom off and tying it. I grabbed tissues to clean us up a bit, then threw them away with the condom. I grabbed Niall's phone and handed it to him.

"Text your mum that your going to stay here. If you want to, I mean." I offered him awkwardly.

"You tell her, I'm tired." He yawned, so I did. He closed his eyes and I pulled the blankets over him.

To: Mummmmyyyy!
Hi Maura, it's Zayn. Niall fell asleep at my place, is it fine he stays here for the night?

I sent the text and laid down next to my boyfriend. He cuddled into my chest, wrapping his arms around me. He looked like a baby monkey. I pushed some of his hair off his forehead and kissed the scar on his head. If I was thinking dirty and not so sweet, I would say he looked well fucked. His cheeks were flushed, sweat still on his forehead head, hair a mess and his eyes were fighting to stay open. Just a beautiful sight and it was all mine. His phone buzzed and I looked down at the text from his mum.

From: Mummmmyyyy!
It's fine he stays there. But I will cut off your penis if you had sex with him!

I choked on my own spit and Niall started laughing uncontrollably. I didn't mean to, he asked me to! I don't regret it, not in a million years, but his mum probably thinks I'm using him. How is Niall laughing at this?! I just got my penis threatened! The phone buzzed again and I was actually scared to read it.

From: Mummmmyyyy!
But really, just please use a condom.

I was bearly breathing because I kept choking. Niall was turning red from laughing so hard. He put his face into my bare chest and calmed down a bit. I smiled because he was so happy. Nothing else mattered to him. He seemed at peace with everything. He looked up at me, his eyes drooping a bit, but a big smile plastered on his face. I kissed him and he giggled.

"I feel like you should sleep now. Your going loopy on me." I told him, running my thumb lightly over his cheek. He nodded and laid back down on my chest.

"I love you." He said, sleep filling his voice.

"I love you too. Forever." And with that, we both fell asleep holding each other close, never wanting to let go. I don't know how much longer I have with him, but I will do anything to make the most of it. Even if it's a shot time, I'm always going to make him laugh or show him how much I love him. In this time I have, I want him to know he will never be alone.

A/N: sorry for bad smut. Not good at writing it... bye! Comment/Vote!
                          -Bri;)