Cancer (Ziall Horlik) AU

Chapter 17

Niall's POV

It was now Monday and I started treatment again today. I wasn't really looking forward to it. I just remember how sick I was last time and really I hated it. Zayn said he was going to come sit with me while I went through the whole process. My mum wasn't too sure about him anymore. After I told her the whole story of him, she thought he was in need of help and she didn't want me to exert myself trying to help him get better. But she doesn't understand that if the last thing I do on this earth is to make a broken man whole, I will do it even if I can't walk on my own. I don't want to leave Zayn broken and alone.
         
My mum and dad were driving me to the hospital today. I told my parents I couldn't go in at 11:00 anymore and they understood why. During that time I would go to Zayn's place or he would come to mine and I would talk to him instead of him  going to the hospital. He really is getting better. He doesn't cut anymore, he stopped going to the hospital everyday, and he only checks the locks two times, not four. So from now on my doctor appointments were at 2:00. That way he can move on from his past and actually live.

"Good afternoon, Mr.Horan." One of the nurses said, way to cheery considering she's hooking me up to a chemotherapy machine.

"So are there any visitors today?" She asked. They had to hook me up first, then let in the people who were going to sit with me.

"Yeah, my boyfriend is coming." Once I said boyfriend she looked at me with disgust. I rolled my eyes at her. She hooked the last needle to my arm then went to the door but before leaving she turned to me.

"You're truly disgusting. It's an abomination to like your same-sex. You deserve cancer. People like you need to die." And she slammed the door. I looked down at my hands and a tear fell down my face. My throat started to clench up. Love is love. You can't change who you fall in love with. Why can't she see that? I know I've done allot of things in my life that haven't been the best for others, but I know I don't deserve cancer.

I heard a knock at my door and looked up to see Zayn carrying a blue teddy bear. I smiled even though tears were still threatening to fall. He walked over and kissed me, running his fingers through my hair.

"Hi, you alright?" He asked looking at all my needles and cords hooked up to me.

"I was until my nurse told me that I deserve this because I'm gay." I told him. All the tears fell that I was holding back. He reached foward to press the emergency button then got both my hands, kissing them. Soon, a nurse was running into to room and saw me crying.

"Niall Horan? Are you in pain?" She asked me and I shrugged. I was in pain, my veins were on fire, but I wasn't complaining Zayn pressed the button, not me.

"Actually I pressed it. The nurse that was hooking him up to this, told him he deserves cancer! Just because he's gay!" Zayn yelled at the lady. She covered her mouth and shook her head.

"I'm so sorry. I'm going to the head nurse right now to get her off the job. Niall, you don't deserve this, no one does. I'm sorry she told you that." I nodded and wiped the rest of my tears. She pat my shoulder and left the room. Great way to start off treatment right?

"I brought you this." Zayn said awkwardly handing me the teddy bear. I giggled looking at it. It just made me really happy.

"Thank you." I told him and he kissed me. I smiled and looked back at the bear.

"You like it? I didn't know what to bring because your not a little kid but you're still too cute to be a full grown man."

"Shut up! I'm not cute, I'm sexy!" I yelled, but ended up giggling instead.

"See! You can't even yell and when you do it's cute." He told me, then leaned into my ear.

"I have to say, you do look fucking sexy when you're riding me though." We whispered, then nipped my ear lob as he pulled away. I shivered and felt myself getting a little too excited.