"Min Shaye, A official member in Bts?''
A man called Min Shaye was chosen to become one of the greatest in kpop history.
Male reader x bts
Trigger warnings;
Suicide attempt, self harm, abuse. Verbal abuse, bullying, age regression/ "little" reader
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"Okay, well, fuck me-" "I'll do that-" "No tae that's not what I meant-" "Whatever Just give him the eggs-" "Don't we need butter-" "Uhh sprinkles?" "SHUT UP EVERYONE!"
Seokjin shouted annoyed, all five went silent, "Just bring me the eggs you Idiot." Seokjin growled at Taehyung, this was the third attempt at making Namjoon's birthday cake, the first time it got dropped when they attempted to take it out of the oven. The second was Taehyung who just wanted a taste, and now the third. Taehyung gave him the eggs with a slightly frightened expression. Seokjin cracked them over the bowl with his eyebrows knitted of annoyance.
Shaye was leaning on the counter behind them, he was watching Seokjin, studying him. Shaye's therapist would usually study him, study his body language and he never really understood why until now. He could tell Seokjin was tense, understandable when it was the third attempt at a cake after everyone was messing it up. But he could tell there was more to his behavior, he was annoyed because he had to be outside of his room, because he cared to much about Namjoon to not cook him something even though he wasn't in the mood. He went over and stood beside Seokjin, watching him work. He subtly rubbed his waist reassuringly and it seemed to calm him in a way.
After the batter was finished, they put it in the Oven. Everyone seemed to have calmed down from the earlier argument. Everyone kind of knew that Seokjin was stressed but he'd never been this bad before, Shaye was proud of him nonetheless. Not everyone managed to be around other human beings when they felt that way. Shaye certainly knew that feeling, he'd lived it for all his life but it was finally gone now that the others had come into his life. He was grateful for all of them. He stood next to Seokjin, who was staring at the cake in the oven, "Jin?.." Shaye mumbled as he stared up at the ceiling.
Seokjin turned his head to him with a hum, "Do you think we go somewhere when we die? Or do we just stop existing?" That sort of freaked Seokjin out, Shaye wasn't planning on doing anything was he? He hadn't shown any signs.. Seokjin furrowed his brows, "Shaye what do you mean?" Shaye shrugged carelessly, "No I just wondered.. What if there is nothing? And we're just useless specks that are populating a dying rock in space." He shook his head slightly, "nevermind.. Don't worry." He patted Seokjin's shoulder lightly before he left the kitchen.
Seokjin grabbed the counter tightly as the thought sunk into him, what the hell? He shook his head slightly. What was he even doing? He then seemed to realize that Shaye was using a stupid tactic to push him out of his headspace and it kind of worked. What the hell had he been doing the last couple of weeks? Moping around for no reason and then to get angry at the others? He felt like he needed one big punch to the face, he'd been such an asshole. He sighed softly as he decided to apologize when they were going to eat dinner.
- So uhhh This is l a t e- It was supposed to be for namjoon's birthday but I lost all my inspiration, it's sort of back but not by much so I might not be uploading for another few weeks or months ngl, it's really hard to upload when I don't want or have anything to write but I'm trying and I apologize.
