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knowing each other

Type woke up lazily the next morning to be staring at his phone that was on the kitchen table while he slowly chewed his food.
He didn't like the thing called "love" was doing to him. Last night hurt his heart. Type didn't have a clue why but he ached for tharn to say those words again.
Breathing in he lost his appetite.
Taking his dish to the sink he put his arms to the counter to stare annoyed out the window. It was 12 and tharn didn't text nor call. However, he did say see you Monday.
Type started to hate the fact he couldn't go even a day without him or have tharn cross his mind.
Maybe i am gay.
Shaking his head he went to his phone to then place it in his back pocket.
Type left to go on a walk to calm himself and to try and get tharn off his mind.
Unknowingly he froze. Then he looked to the side. He made a face. Type had walked to the vampiric district and too tharns House.
God damn it!
Hanging his Head he walked back.
What the hell is wrong with me!?
Walking back to the half breed district he was getting tired. Seeing a park he sat down on a swing to slightly swing back and forth, looking straight ahead.
This whole love thing is frustrating.
Why do i love him?
Why can't i just get over him?
Why is tharn always on my mind?
Frowning he looked too the side surprised.
Another boy sat right next to him to look at a little girl playing in the sand box.
Type followed his gaze.
"Cute isn't she?"
Type nodded.
"She's my sister. Begged me to take her to the park." He chuckled.
Type smiled.
What would it be like to have another sibling?
"Mmm my name's vidura."
He took his hand out.
Type looked down and nodded. Then he brought his hand out to shake his.
"Mmm type."
Unlocking they both stared ahead.
"Ummm so what are you?"
"Mm human and you?"
"Half."
"Nice. What School do you go to?"
"That half and vampiric one up the way."
Type Motioned with his head up.
Vidura nodded.
"Dont you hate being around the vampires?"
Type bit his inner cheek.
"A little."
"I don't know how you do it. There always mean to me so i am a little bias. Sorry if i come off has rude to there kind."
Type smiled.
"No. I understand. They are a lot to deal with."
Talking to vidura was nice. Why couldn't type talk freely to tharn like this.
Type frowned. Stop thinking of him.
Then the little girl got up to run to vidura. She pulled on his hand.
"Play with me!"
Vidura laughed.
He nodded to type then got up.
Type smiled.
Watching him play with his sister was comical.
Then he got up to wave. They both then left.
Type looked down and brought up his hand to the chain.
Why was talking to vidura felt so good?
Then his eyes widen when he saw familiar shoes come into his vision.
Gulping he looked up to an expressionless tharn.
What was he doing here?
"Thar.."
He was cut off when tharn put his hand softly to types throat.
Types eyes widen once more.
Tharn leaned down.
"What was that half breed? Why did you look so happy with him?"
Types eyes narrowed.
Tharn straightened himself up taking his hand back.
Type didn't speak. Was tharn jealous?
That made type feel better after last night.
Suddenly tharn bent down to take types hand pulling him behind.
Type looked down at there intertwined hands. He smiled.
In tharns house they were on his bed sitting crissed crossed slightly apart locked in a tongue kiss.
It started out rough but then got sensual.
Vidura kept creeping in types mind.
Why can i talk to him but not tharn?
Type was wanting something more from tharn but did tharn just want him for sex?
Did he not care to know anything about me?
Suddenly tharn leaned a bit closer to started rubbing types hard on through his pants.
Type squeezed his eyes tightly.
Type then brought up his hands to take off tharns shirt has tharn started to push him Down.
After there slow paced round tharn unexpectedly was laying on top of type. His head was leaned to the side, hands laid limply to types sides. Tharns eyes stared at the wall.
Type had his head to the pillows, looking forward, his one hand was behind his neck the other played absentmindly through tharns black hair.
Even though the sex was incredible type couldn't stop thinking of vidura and how they just freely talked.
"Tharn?"
"Mmm?"
"What's...your favorite color?"
Tharn made a confused face.
He thought of type and his eyes.
"Red."
"What type of blood do you like the most?"
Again he thought of type.
"O positive."
Type rolled his eyes. It was like asking himself these questions. Except his favorite color was blue because of tharn.
"How....has your classes been going?"
Tharn shrugged. He didn't know why type wanted to know.
Type signed deeply. Why was it like pulling teeth?
Turning his head to the wall clock he saw it was 4. He knew tharns father wouldn't be back til 7 but type felt disappointed. Tharn didn't seem too want too talk nor did he seem to want to ask type any questions.
Was it just sex tharn desired from type?
Looking back he took his hand from his neck and tharns head to push him off to the side.
Tharn turned his head to the side to see what time it was. Turning his head back Type was sitting on the edge to have his body bent to the floor to gather his clothes.
Tharn furrowed his eye brows and he sat up quick with his speed to wrap his arms around types torso then he grabbed the clothes from types hand to toss them to the floor.
The pair now sat on the bed. Tharn was behind type with his arms tightly wrapped with his legs partly opened with type in the middle.
Type kept his arms limply to his side's.
Tharn then put his head on types shoulder.
"Where do you think your going? We have an hour. Or....is there someone else you want to see. That human for example?"
Type furrowed his eye brows in anger Then looked back to tharn. They both glared at each other.
"Your an asshole tharn."
"Why were you there? I saw you from my window. Why didn't you text me and come up?"
Type turned his head to look forward.
"You said see you Monday."
Tharn squeezed tighter making type wince a bit.
Tharn then relaxed.
"You haven't answered my questions type."
"I....went for a walk. Then i went to the park. I got tired. Then he was there, we talked. Your making to much of this."
Then tharn brought up one hand to start teasing types nipple.
Types eyes widen, lips parted.
Is it only about sex?
With his speed type was able too get out of the embrace to push himself back to the pillows. Tharn looked, with his eye brows raised, to the side at type who breathed heavily by the action.
Type gritted his teeth in frustration while the two glared at one another.
"Is it only sex you want from me? Don't....you want to know things about me?"
Tharn looked down then he laid to his side running his finger sensually on types stomach.
Type furrowed his eye brows.
"All vampires are physical beings type. Many of my emotions i expression through sex. However, i do want to know more things about you."
Then he looked to type who relaxed his demeanor.
"What is your favorite color?"
Type smiled.
"Blue."
"What type of blood do you like?"
"Same has you."
"How have your classes been going?"
"Okay. I don't know how but im aceing them all."
Tharn smiled.
The next 30 minutes they had a deep conversation. Type heard how hard tharns childhood with his parents was, he got too know more about how frustrated tharn was when he started to develop emotions, tharn heard how tough types up bringing with a single mother was and what his grandmother did to his mother when she was pregnant with type.
Tharn stared at type who looked ahead sullenly.
"Do you...talk to her now?"
Type shook his head.
Tharn looked down eyes darted.
Type looked to tharn with a slight smirk.
He couldn't help himself. Type pounced on tharn.
Type put his hands on either side of tharns face to lean down kissing him passionately. He liked the fact tharn looked sincerely sad for him.
There relationship lacked depth and intimacy. Type knew he wanted both.
Tharn leaned his head back to the pillows, he brought his hands up to types chest pushes him slightly off.
"Your making me.."
Type smiled.
"I didn't say  no more sex but if....if you and i are dating...we don't have to just...."
Tharn then brought one hand up to stroke types face.
"Your being adorable." "You are right. Sex isn't the only thing. We do need to talk."
Type nodded.
Tharn grimanced.
Types face went sullen when he heard the phone alarm.
Taking a deep breathe, reality sank in.
Also he didn't hear those 3 words from Tharn.
Type then got off of tharn too retrieve his clothes off the floor.
Tharn stayed laying on his back, starring at the ceiling and Type left without another word.