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over thinking

Type got home leaning his back to the front door hanging his head. Taking off his shoes he went upstairs to go straight to bed.
Flopping down on his back he stared at the ceiling with his arms spread out to the side.
To a point they were together again but now itll be difficult. Also he felt sad that tharn couldn't tell him "i love you" back.
Type knew he deserved that thou after everything he had put him through.
Then types eyes widen. Bringing his hands to his eyes he groaned. Type couldn't believe he told tharn he would introduce him to his mother.
To a point it was to get tharn to stop taking the medication however, he did want to introduce them.
But, tharn was a vampire and a male. Type also didn't fully come to terms with his own sexuality.
Am i gay?
Type sat up looking down to the floor confused. He knew he loved tharn but he didn't think of Any other guys that way.
Should i try to sleep with a girl to see if I'm gay?
Then tharns mad face came into his head.
Type rolled his eyes.
Laying back down he closed his eyes. He was tired.
Waking at 9 he knew he needed to apologize to his mother.
She slept in on Saturday's.
Getting up boonire came downstairs to stand frozen in the kitchen doorway.
Type was plating the table with her favorite meal.
He motioned with his chin for her to come sit down.
Sitting surprised and confused She looked over to type who sat digging in his food.
Her eyes narrowed when he seemed happy.
"What's going on type?"
He shrugged.
Then she took a guess.
"You met someone?"
Type choked.
Then he looked to his mother who cocked her head to the side.
"No. I just.. I haven't been the best son and i wanted to apologize."
Boonire brought her hand up to place it on types.
"Then...can you tell me why you drank your blood?"
Type took a breathe in And looked to there hands.
He said the first thing that came to mind.
"Uum i was punishing myself. I think i might be gay."
Then his eyes widen.
Boonires eyes widen also in shock.
"You....um think?"
Type squeezed his eyes shut.
Shit!
"Uuum."
"Type? Have you've? With another?"
Type shook his head. He was not going to tell his mother, at least not at this point, his lover was a vampire and he lost his virginity to him.
Boonire chewed her inner cheek.
"Well, if you only think and you haven't done anything i think you should try to go out with a human girl before you make any decisions. Maybe emi can help you. Just still no.."
"Mom!" Type opened his eyes to stop her.
She leaned herself to type.
"Type you cant help who you love. Well you better only love either a human/ half breed boy or girl. However, you have to figure yourself out. I am here for you."
Bonnire leaned her body to his for a tight hug.
Type took a deep inhale.
A human or half breed.
He grimanced.
What would finding out about his vampire, male lover do to her?
Would she stop loving him?
Would she throw him out like his grandparent did?
Maybe i need to end this.
Type quivered feeling his heart sank.
He shook his head back and forth.
Both leaning back she put her hand on his cheek with a smile.
Type smiled partly back.
Leaning further back she went back to her food.
Types eyes narrowed to his food to eat it slowly.
After they were done type sat on the couch looking at his phone.
He wanted to be with tharn. Type didn't know what his mom was going to do when she found out.
Breathing in he texted tharn.
Type: are you able to meet? My mother is out on a date. You can come over.
Moments pasted. Type started to get nervous. Maybe they weren't dating again. Maybe tharn regretted last night.
Tharn: i can't.
Types lips parted. His heart sank.
Type: is there a reason?
Type bit his lip he felt like a whiny child.
Tharn: ill see you on Monday. I can't text right now.
Then tharn put his phone face down on the table to look up at his date.
Type turned off his phone to place it to the side of him.
He crossed his arms against his chest.
Closing his eyes, was telling his mother he might be gay worth it? What was tharn doing? He never said no.
Was he at home? Did his father keep him on lock down all weekend long? Did he want to date type? Does tharn love me?
Questions swirled in his mind. His happiness was over camed with regret and depression.
Signing he laid in the fetal position starting to hate what this thing called "love" was doing to him.
The whole day past him by.
Barely eating dinner and half a blood vile he went to bed. His mother texted him she wouldn't be back til the next day. She was spending the night at her boyfriends.
Type stared at the ceiling while he was submerged in his bath tub.
Even though he loved tharn he was starting to regret telling him That.
This relationship was not going to end well.
Rolling his eyes he closed them, taking a deep breathe.
He didn't want to think anymore.
Then his member started to get hard.
Last night filled his mind.
"Mmm"
Taking his hand slowly down he wanted to relieve himself. Then his body jumped. Opening his eyes Tharn had grabbed him by the wrist, raising an eye brow. Types lips parted.
"Who told you, you can touch that?"
Type gulped.
"Mmmm" he moaned.
Types hands gripped the side of the Bath tub has tharn stroked his member under the water.
Tharn kept his eyes on types.
Type had his eyes closed with his head leaned slightly back. Feeling tharn start to stroke him sensually. He opened his eyes to look into tharns breathing hard while he bit his lower lip.
Tharn couldn't get over how sexy type looked.
His lips parted and he leaned his body slightly over the tub to rub his bottom lip on types once he stopped biting it.
Type couldn't control himself.
He brought up his hand to place it on Tharns neck to push him closer to him.
They both took they're tongues out of there mouths to explore each others.
Type then got up to grab tharn but his wrists putting them before him.
Type looked straight to tharn who looked confused.
"Do you want me vampire?"
Tharns lips parted.
"Yes, my half breed."
Type let go of tharns wrists to wrap his hands too his neck leaning for a kiss.
Tharn wrapped his arms around types back.
Taking them down to his legs tharn picked up type to take him soaking wet to his bed.
Type was on his stomach while tharn thrusted in him from the top. Types hands were on either side of his head and they were both intertwined with tharns.
Types head was slightly up while his body, from the slow friction, went up and down.
"Aaaaah."
He looked to the side, tharn kept his eyes on his, types eyes crimson red flashed a gliztened blue.
Tharn left one of types hands to wrap his hand around his throat squeezing softly.
"You are to damn sexy half breed."
Type smiled.
Then tharn leaned his head down still thrusting slow into types cavity.
"Mmm you want me type?"
"Aaah god yes ttharn! Mmm i..."
Then he bit his lip moaning into his mouth.
Type couldn't say it.
Tharn getting close pushed types head down to the bed softly.
"Your warm tight ass is going to make me cum!"
Type then started to thrust his groin against his bedding. The friction made him feel like he could cum.
"Aaaah im so cclose! Mmmm"
"You want my hand or the bed?"
"Mmm your hhand."
"Then say it! Tell me type!"
Type squeezed his eyes shut.
He didn't want to say it without tharn to say it back.
"Im close type. Say it or..."
Type leaned his forhead to the bed while tharn kept his hand on the back of his head.
"Mmmmm im ccumming!"
Tharn signed.
He thrusted his full speed emptying his seed into type.
Tharn sat his back to the wall while type stayed on his stomach looking the other way disappointed.
After an hour of no communication tharn had to go home.
He got up to bend over collecting his clothes putting them on.
Type didn't move.
Tharn went to his door to hesitate in the door way after opening it.
"See...you on Monday?" Tharn asked.
"Mmm will try." He shrugged.
A tear fell down types cheek has tharn left him alone.
Type didn't know how much he wished tharn would tell him, "i love you."
Gritting his teeth he put his forehead to the pillow in regret.