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don't know why

At a cafe, about 7, type sat across from tharn who worked on his computer. Type was true to its word about them going out on a date. With his folded arms on the table, he looked about at the other couples, then eyed tharn, who didn't seem to care.
Grabbing his cup of blood, he drank, furrowed brow. I finally am trying too be nice and go on a date with this vampire and all he does is work. Is this how it was?
Putting the drink down, type was skeptical of this so called relationship.
Tharn then shut his lap top, to look at type, who had a piece of cake in front of him, he played with it.
Type felt very akward and confused.
"If.....your done. Maybe we should go for a walk type."
Type peered his eyes up, he shrugged.
"I....guess so."
Shoving himself off he got up.
"Need to go the bathroom, ill....meet you outside."
Tharn watched him go.
In the bathroom, after he relieved himself, type was at the sink washing his hands.
I think everyone is lying too me. How can i be in a functional gay relationship with someone who constantly works and doesn't talk?
Type shook his head.
Drying, he kind of wanted to go home.
Taking a deep breathe, he met tharn outside, he motioned with his head for them to walk. They were near water, so they walked the board walk.
Walking near tharn, type kept his head up to look at the stars and the moon.
Tharn walked in silence beside type.
Going for awhile, type eventually went to the railing, to bent his body over too watch the water.
Tharn mimicked types stance.
Type kept his eyes too the moon.
He took a deep breathe.
Type wanted answers.
"Tharn.....how did you and i end up in this relationship?"
Tharns eyes widen. He remained silent.
Type signed.
"Tharn.....i.....can't begin to remember if you won't talk."
Tharn moved his body to lay his forarm on the railing to look at type.
Type turned his head too eye tharn.
"You and i....didn't like each other at first."
Type nodded. While he kissed tharn those memories went through his mind.
"Okay.....then how did we?"
Type moved his body to mimick tharns.
Tharn turned his head to look over the water.
"Well, we had a fight, my father was passing through, you grabbed my hand and we went into a closet."
Types eyes widen.
"I....grabbed You?"
Tharn nodded.
Types eyes darted.
Why would i grab a vampire and take him.into a closet?
"Has we waited for my father to pass, once he did you pushed me. I allowed my anger to control me and has a prank i started to touch you.....you....didn't seem too mind."
Type peered his eyes down then, turned his body to look over the water.
He started to breathe heavily.
"I.....didn't seem.to mind?"
Tharn shook his head.
"For awhile type, it was kind of forced but you never said no or pulled away. You liked it."
Type gulped and hard.
"If i liked it....why was it forced?"
Tharn turned to eye type, he did the same.
"You and i didn't really know how to express our true feelings for one another because of what i am. Also we were young, both had never been with another. You....told me about your father type and what he did to you and your mother and what he did when you were 10."
Types body twitched.
He gritted his teeth.
"Mmm......i....guess you and i did get close....I've....never told anyone about that."
Tharn nodded.
Types eyes darted. He didn't know how to feel to what he was being told.
Was this the truth?
Has he saw type trying to think, tharn couldn't help himself. Type looked so cute under the moonlight.
Bringing up his hand, he placed it on his chin Making his head lean up.
There eyes darted.
Oddly, type didn't want too push him away.
Tharn moved his thumb a bit side too side.
Type gulped, Heart raced. Ever since there last kiss type really wanted another but he didn't know why.
He's a vampire type! Push him away!
But.....why do you want to place your lips on his?
Shutting his eyes slightly, type couldn't help himself.
Starting to lean a bit too tharn, tharn remembered what happened last time. It hurt him deeply.
Has type went closer, tharn was the one to lean away. Tharn then dropped his hand. Type opened his eyes wide feeling confused and rejected.
His head hung, he stepped back.
What was i just going to allow to happen?
"Type...."
He shook his head.
"I....want to go home."
Walking around tharn, type got a few feet away to sway a bit. Hearing types heart race, he went straight to him to help.
Type closed his eyes, head twitching a bit. Memories flooded through his head. They ranged from forced kisses to passionate ones.
Has they slowed, type opened his eyes too push tharn.
Standing a few feet apart, type hung his head, breathed deeply, eyes darted.
Tharn stood there watching type in.concern.
"Type? Are....you okay?"
"Mmm.....I'm.....fine. I....want to go home."
Turning, type was confused.
At home, type in his bathroom, looking himself over in the mirror.
He bit his inner cheek.
I.....guess it wasent always bad. Guess....we were in a relationship.
I....guess i did have deep feelings for him.
Type shook his head. You're a fucking moron type. He's a corpse.
Turning, he went out to hesitate by his closed door eyeing the lock.
He didn't want it to be locked.
Rolling his eyes he went to bed, on his side.
Closing his eyes Type was very conflicted. In part he didn't want too believe but the other part it seemed real. Does this vampire really......love me?
Type shook his head.
Vampires are not capable of real love type!
Awhile later, type woke, to spring forward, breathing heavily. He had a bad nightmare.
Peering his eyes up, tharn quickly came in.
They stared at each other for a few moments.
Type gulped, hung his head, eyes darted. In the nightmare tharn told type he was going to leave and never come back.
Type didn't know why this scared him to death.
Tharn straightened up.
"Mmm my.....apologizes. I heard your Heart accelerate. Are....you okay?"
Type nodded.
"Okay....I'm....sorry i came in your room. You should go back to sleep." Turning he stopped, eyes widen.
"Uuum tharn? Can......you stay?"
Type gritted his teeth. Why do you want him to stay?
Why.....don't You want him to leave either?
"Just.....until i.... fall back to sleep. There....wouldn't be any touching or.... anything and you'd have to stay dressed.....i.....just had a very bad dream.....but....if you don't want to stay i understand."
Tharn then slowly closed the door.
Type took a deep breathe in not quite understanding this decision.
Grabbing the covers he wrapped himself to lay to his side, looking to the wall.
Tharn slowly crawled onto.the bed to lay on his back, a foot apart from type. Nether spoke. Types heart raced. He was feeling confused. Why did i ask him to stay? Why don't i tell him to go away? Why does that thought hurt my heart? Why did i have to dream of tharn telling me he was going to leave?
Shaking his head a bit, type closed his eyes tight.
All of this was not making any sense to him. His mind was at war with his Heart and body.
"Type.....you need to calm down. I promise i will not touch you. Sleep."
Type nodded.
"Um tharn?"
"Mmm?"
"I'm....sorry I've.....Been kind of an ass to you. Thank you.....for this."
Tharn smiled.
"Your welcome."
A smile spread across types lips.
A few moments later, feeling tharn by his side, it gave him comfort, he fell asleep. Tharn laid there listening to his heart.
He had missed being in this bed, especially missed being this close to his half breed.
Suddenly, his eyes widen then they peered down. Type rolled over to wrap his arm around tharn, to shift his head a bit up and down on his chest. 
Tharn cautiously and slowly placed his arm around types body.
He didn't wake.
Tharn gritted his teeth. This pained him deeply. He had missed this so much.
Type then breathed out contently, unaware he was on the vampire.