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hate when you lie

Zhan kept his head down has kris drove them home in speed. Eyes darted he looked to kris who was gripping the steering wheel with anger.
"Kris...."
"Dont!"
Zhans body flinched. Kris was fuming.
Hanging his head, he felt a bit bad. Taking a deep breathe he thought of type for a moment. I.....hope your not in too much trouble with your vampire has i am with mine.
Turning his head, he looked out the window watching things move in a blur.
To there house, kris parked there car in the drive way. With his speed,he got out, to go to the passenger side too, unbuckle and take zhan out pulling him along by the wrist.
He gulped.
This was going to be bad.
Inside, they went straight to the kitchen, zhan was a bit confused by this.
Opening the drawers, his eyes darted.  He kept ahold of his wrist.
Zhans eyes darted, lips parted, Heart raced.
What.....are you looking for kris?
Finding what he needed, he pulled zhan to the counter, to let go of his wrist, to put his left hand on top to eye zhan.
He's eyes widen looking to what kris had planned. Opening his fingers he placed the knife under the blood ring.
Zhans body shuttered, his eyes stayed on the action, kris's stayed on his face.
"Are these a joke to you?"
He then started to move the knife down to cut into his flesh.
Zhan gasped.
"Kris......stop!"
His eyes darted between the action and kris's face. He then stopped slicing into his finger.
"Why did you lie!"
Zhan's heart felt like it was going to explode from his chest.
"Kris......Type and i are friends. Please.... take the knife away."
Kris eyes narrowed.
He then started to slice further into his finger drawing blood out.
Zhans eyes widen. In his speed, he was able to get the knife away without much of a fight and threw it in the sink to grab kris finger to move it to where he could place it in his mouth to stop the bleeding.
Kris cocked his head to the side, watching.
Taking his finger out, zhan looked down to rub. The ring was still there, wound gone and finger still attached.
He signed in relieve.
Head hung, zhan's chin quivered.
"Why kris?"
Kris head leaned back, lips parted.
Should have known this would end up making him cry.
Twisting his hand away he grabbed zhan by the wrist too pull him to there bedroom.
Once inside he pulled. To push him onto the bed to hover, pinning his hands to either side of his head.
There eyes darted.
"That....was too harsh...."
Zhan raised an eye brow.
"You think!"
"I am sick of your lies zhan!"
Kris leaned his head down to place his forehead to zhan's chest to have a growl erupt from his chest. The other half breed aroma was all over him, even if they didn't touch.
"Kris.......please just listen. I.....am Sorry i lied. You....need to allow me to make friends. That is what type is. We share a lot in common. That does not mean i don't love you and won't come back to you."
Kris moved his head slightly to the side.
"Do......you have any feelings for this half breed zhan?"
He rolled his eyes.
"Kris....i have only feelings for you. I want to be with only you. I love you kris. From everything we have shared and have been through, my love has only grown stronger for you even though in all these years you have never actually told me "i love you," yet i still believe with all my heart that you do. Please kris. I'm sorry. Please please please never do that again. Don't sever our bond in such a way...."
Tears started to roll down zhans face.
"Even.....if you can live without me.....i....can't live without you...." Zhan wept.
Kris gritted his teeth.
"You......love me and yet you lie and over use my body so you can sneak off!"
Zhan's body twitched.
"And now you smell of that half breed.....what....do you propose i do now zhan...."
Zhan peered his eyes up, tears kept streaming down.
"I.....honestly do not care Has long has you don't leave me....."
Kris opened his eyes too part his lips.
Leaning his head up he looked to zhan who was a horrible mess.
Kris signed.
"I....have hold onto you to closely these past years zhan......"
Zhan's heart started to beat rapidly. His chin quivered, eyes darted.
Don't kris! Please don't leave me!
Leaning up, he took his hands off zhans wrists to place them to his face to wipe away his tears with his thumbs.
Zhan's heart started to sink with the silence.
"To continue to be with me.......can you deal with it?"
Zhan's lips parted. He nodded.
Slowly he brought up his hands to kris wrists holding tightly.
"Only a friend....nothing more?"
Zhan shook his head.
"No kris..... Nothing more. I promise you that. I only love you. I only wish to be with you! I swear."
His eyes darted.
Kris eyes narrowed.
"Has i said back there. You two shall not meet unless i am somewhere in that room withYou zhan....no more lies. Right?"
He nodded.
"No more lies."
Kris nodded.
"I....do apologize for my behivor back there. That was too far. What we have around our fingers are not a joke. You and i are bound til our last day."
Zhan smiled.
"I know and i am over joyed to have it on my finger."
Zhan made a grimance.
Kris eye brow rose.
Zhan took a deep breathe in.
"No....more lies right?"
He nodded.
"Since...... we put these on before you went into jail. I knew they would not give you anything for the pain so....i....technically shared it with you. I....never went to see a doctor."
Kris eyes widen.
Sighing, he twisting his left hand to grab zhans to pull it to his mouth to kiss where the ring now was embedded.
Zhan's lips parted.
"Thank you for the truth zhan."
"I'm sorry." He grimanced.
There eyes darted, moving his hand from zhans cheek to move it to the back of his neck to pull him up. Zhan's hands went to kris waist.
Close there eyes darted.
"No more lies. No more sneaking off and no secrets. I am very protective of you rather lamina is out or not. I need to know. Can you deal with that for has long has we are together?"
Zhan nodded to look lustfully at kris.
Kris smiled.
"Now....i think it's time to take a shower too get that others scent off of you."
Zhan nodded.
Leaning his chin up, they locked in a very passionate and sensual kiss.
Parting, kris looked him over.
"If.....you wish for me to say those 3 words Yourll have to stay with me to hear them."
Zhan smirked.
"I will til my last day."
Kris nodded Moving backwards with zhans wrist In his hand. Standing, kris placed his hands to either side of his neck.
Zhan looked to him adorly.
"Mmm......i will never want any other then you zhan. You....are mine."
Zhan nodded with a huge grin.
"You are also mine vampire, i love you."
Kris smiled wide to lean a bit forward to rub his bottom lip on his.
"Mmm you better....now let's take a shower."
Zhan nodded.
Turning kris pulled zhan along still in there clothes to have a very sensual, passionate, seductive a bit rough round to there contentment.
To the bed, zhan slept on his back, kris laid to his side, head in his palm, watching his half breed sleep. His eyes darted.
"I....will never Allow anything bad to ever happen to you again my half breed."
He brought up his hand to place his index finger to zhans bottom lip to move it side to side, to move it back, to lean his body up to give him a Brief kiss, eyes darted.
"Mmm i love you, even though i never wished to fall in love with anyone....you..... are my exception"
Zhan breathed in deep not hearing a word.
Moving his head down, he placed it over his heart, to smile, to also bring his arm across his body to hold him tightly.
Sleep my half breed. Sleep in peace.