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the answer is no

Type was in his mother's shower with his forehead to the wall allowing the water to wash through him.
He was beyond mad and disgusted with himself. Everything he felt right now he deserved nothing less.
Taking a breathe in he turned the shower off to get dressed for his date.
Type shuttered at the thought.
He didn't want to go and the face Tharn made before he left resonated with type.
Fully dressed he leaned his body to the couch edge looking down with his arms across his chest.
Emi had received her permit so she was going to pick type up any minute now and he had a plan.
Gritting his teeth it was a cowardly plan but he wasent going to go to the movies with her.
Signing, he heard the door bell.
In her car they drove half way.
"Um emi can you pull over?" He faked a winced.
She looked to the side Then she immediately pulled over.
'Are you okay?"
He shook his head.
"Mmm i forgot too fed. I need to go home."
Emi made a frown.
"Okay let me take you..."
Type shook his head and signed.
"I can walk and emi...."
He then looked up at her curious face.
"Im...currently dating someone. I am so sorry to lead you on."
Emi sadly nodded.
Her eyes darted and she leaned over to kiss him on the cheek. Then she pulled away giving him a slap.
"Please get out of my car type."
Type signed sullenly. He deserved that slap. He then reached his hand in his back pocket to retrieve a piece of paper then he handed it to emi.
She looked curiously Down at it.
"What's this?"
"Mmm my friends tao number. He's a half breed and single. I....am sorry."
Then he got out to slowly close the door but emi drove away quickly.
Type watched her go.
He shook his head and put his hand to his cheek.
Type knew he deserved that.
I'm such a piece of shit.
Turning he walked slowly back to his house, head hung.
He had his hands in his pants front pockets. One was gripping his phone.
Type was going to text tharn to break up with him.
Type was full of self pity. He knew Maybe he needed to be single for awhile. This relationship was foreign to him and he was making to many mistakes and hurting the one he loved.
Tharn deserves better then you type.
Type gritted his teeth.
Getting home he sat at the kitchen table swirling his noodles in the bowl with his head on his palm looking down at his phone.
You need to break up with him Type.
Let him move on.
Will he go back on the medication?
Should i stay with him to be able to go to his house to take it away?
Rolling his eyes, type pushed the food away taking the phone in his hand getting up.
Going to his room he hung his head texting tharn.
Type: tharn. I think we need to break up.
Type kept his head hung staring at the words while he reached his door to open then close it.
He gulped then type leaned his back to the door staring forward, then he laid his arms to the sides of himself gripping the phone in one hand.
Tharn was sitting on the edge of the bed looking forward.
"How....how was it?"
Type looked to the side.
Should i lie or tell the truth?
Type breathed in. He went with the truth.
"Didn't happen..."
Tharns eyes went wide and he bent his body slightly up to look at type.
"It didn't?"
Type shook his head.
Tharn felt that emotion relief.
Then he got up to walk to type. He stood Right in front of him. Type wouldn't look at him though.
Tharn cocked his head to the side curiously.
"What did happen?"
He shrugged.
"I faked being hungry and then told her i was dating someone then..."
Tharn with his speed had brought his hands up to place them on either side of types face placing his lips on types.
Type kept his eyes opened.
Then he brought up his hands to tharns chest pushing him back.
Tharns eyes went down to types hand clutching his phone.
That was not something type usually did.
Tharn looked back up to type with an eye brow raised.
Types lips parted and his heart started to thump wildly.
Before type could do anything.
Tharn with his speed he had grabbed the phone to then place his hand to types chest using all his strength to keep type there.
Type raised his arms up to wrap his hands around tharns wrist trying to no avail to push it off.
Tharn unlocked the phone to read the text his eyes narrowed then he threw the phone to the ground.
He then looked to type who looked embarrassed.
"No."
Types lips parted.
Tharn leaned forward mere inches from types face then he saw a light pink mark. He brought up his free hand to rub types cheek.
Type shrugged.
"She kissed and slapped me, i deserved it."
Tharn closed his eyes and put his lips on types cheek.
Then He leaned back. They both glared at each other.
"You didn't deserve it."
Tharn rubbed his thumb up and down types cheek.
Type took a deep inhale.
"Yes i did. I lead her on. And with us im making too many mistakes i think we should..."
Tharn. Narrowed his eyes.
"So.. you told her your dating someone yet your trying to break up with me."
Type looked down, his eyes darted.
Tharn took his hand from types chest to bring it up to his chin.
Type looked to tharn.
"No type. I've come to research a bit about us and we are a rarity. I Also am not going to give you up easily."
Types lips parted.
"Tharn after what i did.."
Tharn shrugged.
"No one is prefect. If i hadent forgotten my phone this wouldn't have come to past. Everyone has there imperfections. I am no different."
Type slightly smiled.
"Type?"
Then tharn gave him a brief kiss.
Types heart started thumping loudly against his chest.
Tharn then brought his hands down to put them on types waist. Type put his hands to either side of tharns neck.
Tharn cocked his head to the side to put his mouth on types neck leaving kisses.
Type closed his eyes biting his bottom lip.
How could you even think about breaking up with him?
"Do you want me type?"
Type nodded.
"No more dates?"
Type shook his head.
"No more trying to break up with me?"
Type gulped.
He then pulled tharns head up for them to look at each other.
"I can't promise i won't make more mistakes."
Tharn smiled.
"That's fine with me. Just try and trust me more."
Type nodded.
Then tharn leaned his lips back to type who reciprocated it.
Tharn brought his hands slightly down making type jump up to then wrap his legs around tharns waist.
They weaved and woved there heads back and forth while they kissed passionately.
Type breathed heavily into it.
Tharn then turned them Around to flop them on Types bed.
After a slow mixed with fast paced round the boys were laying on there sides. Tharn had his one arm under types head and the other across his chest.
Type had his one arm lay straight and the other was intertwined with tharns hand.
He was drifting in and out of conscious.
Tharn had his mouth to the back of types neck leaving kisses.
"Type?"
"Mmm" he replied weakly.
"I love you."
Types eyes slowly drifted partly opened with a smile.
Then his body gave out.
Before it did he mouthed to low for tharn to hear but type said "i love you too."
Tharn feeling types limp body he knew he fell asleep.
He brought up his head to look at types clock then rolled his eyes.
Tharn had to go. He also had a plan that he knew type was going to hate but tharn knew it would benefit them.
Getting up he got dressed.
Tharn hesitated by the door looking down at types sleeping body.
"What i am about to do is for us type."
Then tharn left closing the door silently.