Toxic

4. Jealousy

31. December 2006

Today is the first New Year's Eve we would be spending together and I couldn't wait to kiss him at midnight. I know that it sounds cheesy and like every other scene from every romantic movie out there but somehow it still feels special to start the year of with somebody you couldn't imagine your life without.

We are invited to a party that is being hosted by one of my old high school friends. I am looking forward to seeing the people I used to spend nearly every day with but at the same time I am extremely nervous. Not only had we not seen each other for a little over a year but it was also the first time I would be introducing Jess to my friends. The thought of leaving our little bubble and letting other people in made me sort of sad but I guess this is a new chapter in our relationship and we can't isolate ourselves from other people forever.

I stood in front of the mirror mustering myself. My blonde hair looks healthy, shiny and frames my face in soft curls. My eyes are shining, soft and loving. Over all I look like a happy woman, someone who's in love. I smiled at myself and nodded to my reflection. I feel at home, like I've reached a point in life where I know exactly what I'm doing and most importantly- with who.

Jess crept up behind me and wrapped his strong arms around my waist, pulling me to him and nuzzling his head in the crook of my neck. I close my eyes and breathe in his scent. It's fresh, woody, manly and it stands for everything I love.

"You look beautiful, babe" he mumbles, tickling my skin and making me giggle.

"Oh shush, I just woke up, I haven't even done anything yet" I responded, grinning like an idiot.

"My point exactly. You're just a natural beauty" he kissed my shoulder and a soft blush covered my cheeks.

"Well you're one to speak. Look at you all, muscles and that dark hair..." I trailed off and checked out his reflection in the mirror.

I felt him smirk, fanning his hot breath against the weak spot located on my neck. I moaned softly and on instinct I arched my back, rubbing my butt against his groin. I heard his deep groan and decided I'd tease him a bit.

"Oh, I'm sorry am I effecting you in any kind of way?" I asked him innocently.

"You sure as hell know what you're doing" he replied in a slightly hoarse voice.

"Do I? I'm not quite sure about that." I replied moving my ass slightly to create some friction.

"Oh fuck, Elaine..." he bit his lip and in one swift movement he turned me around so I was facing him.

He grabbed the back of my neck and crashed his lips into mine making me moan out against his lips.

"Up." he commanded, so I jumped up and let him place me on the edge of the sink.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and let him slide his big, callused hand under my shirt. He traced my warm skin from my stomach up to the cups of my bra. His hand trailed to my back and in one swift moment he opened my bra. I gasped and he used that opportunity to slide his tongue into my mouth. Out tongues fought for dominance until he eventually won. Messily he pulled away from me in order to remove my shirt and bra, leaving me only in my sweat pants.

His mouth found my breasts and carefully he kissed the skin before he softly sucked on my nipples. I moaned loudly resulting in him grazing them with his teeth.

"Oh god, Jess" I whispered.

My hands trailed from his strong shoulders down to his abs resting there for a second until I made my way to the waistband of his sweats. Through the material of his pants I stroked his member making him groan against my chest. I played with the tip of his penis, sliding my hands ever so slightly into his pants.