I can handle it. (kenma x kuroo) Fluff!

Recognized

I can't believe that kuroo was right...almost everyone is in a secret relationship with someone else on their team, it's crazy, well for starters when kuroo says he's right he usually isn't and second, how long did it take for them to come out? Like there are atleast like 15 people in each team and they spend every single minute together.

If you didn't know, yesterday a bunch of the teams got together and kuroo decided to yell out "everyone here must be gay!" and sure a couple of people laughed but some just looked at each other like they have just been exposed which if I think about it now, they technically did get exposed but anyway, I think hinata freaked out because he jumped up and yelled "me and kageyama are gay for each other!! So w-we are allowed to be here rooster hair!" and kageyama just nodded and also I can't be sure but I think I saw him smile and blush just a little.

Then, nova and asahi came out and so did yamaguchi and tsuki and of course suga and daichi had came out. And then my worst fear happened, kuroo held my hand up and yelled that me and him were a couple and we were proud, of course in proud and I love kuroo but at that moment it was just his death wish....I ended up kicking him in the chest.

But that's in the past now, so it shouldn't matter but now everyone is so close and cozy with their partners, and being near kuroo is really annoying, and embarrassing because of how he tries teasing me! It's so not fair.

I end up going to class, I wonder what we will do today. Once I walk into class I see no one else "wait..where is everyone?" I look up and down until I hear something from outside, I look out the window to see kuroo pointing to the track as I see my whole class jogging! Oh jeez, I forgot today was a marathon.

I run down to the track and then look at kuroo confused "wait, I'm not even part of the runners..." he whistles and shrugs as he puts on his grin, "hey kenma!  Guess what?" I sigh as I realize what he just did "what..did you do?." he comes closer and tapes a paper with the numbers 1120191515, "I got you into the marathon!!" I look at him totally annoyed and pissed, how could he do that?! Like I don't need this right now but all I do is pout and turn away.

He grabs me by the collar of my shirt "if you atleast get 2nd place I will buy you more video games", i nodded as I headed to the track. I ended up running much more then needed and kuroo was pretty shocked and so was everyone else, but I didn't care! I got kuroo to buy me games! Awesome.

After all the madness at the marathon was over, me and kuroo headed home and I can't explain how awkward it was at first it felt really weird and way too silent for him. I wonder what he was thinking that got him to shut his mouth so much, once I get home, I thank him for walking me and I head to my room as I lay on my bed I wonder what he could be thinking about that's so important...what is it...what is the thing that is more important than me godamnit!! I throw my pillow across my room.

I stop and pant a bit as I look at the mess I have created from all the throwing, I look at my bruised hands, why am I like this..why can't I just hug him and talk to him properly, I'm so pathetic and weak. But I'm so jealous, he is giving something...or maybe even someone...more attention and he is leaving me behind without even knowing. I feel so shut out and alone, but I don't want him to have to worry about me.

I put my shoes on and I wear shorts, I might aswell freeze to death, I don't care what he says! If I want to die I will do it. I barge out of my room and run out as I head to the woods, I remember there being a cliff near the woods, it has such a beautiful view but it's also very deadly because of how high up it is and how it's above the sea.

I follow a small path as I start to feel numb and cold..no...not cold...I feel like I'm freezing, if he really loves me, he will know something is wrong right? He will come...right? Well of course he won't. He is probably asleep but whatever,  I will do it. Even if I perish forever.

I finally get to the cliff and I sit on the edge for a bit as I take my shoes off and put a small bow on it, I grab my switch and put it in front of them. I look out at the moon, it's so beautiful with it's bright glow and all of the deep dark blue sea beneath it. But it's reflection makes me wanna cry and of course I start tearing up, I don't wanna go away but I must.

I step forward just a bit as I hear a rustle of leaves behind me, I hear someone grunting and panting as they get closer, I turn to look back, I see the eyes of someone who has been crying for so long, just like me. My tears are like theirs but it's too late I'm guessing since I'm starting to fall of the edge.

They yell my name as they run and put out their arm and stretch their hand out for me to grab, I look at them as I hold out my hand, I can see the moon reflecting in their eyes and I can't help but yell out their name with my last breathe...
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(To be continued...)