I can handle it. (kenma x kuroo) Fluff!

confession part 1: the letter

Kuroo
I know that I haven't told you this a lot kenma, but I really appreciate you like...you're the best person to exist! You're like an angel sent to earth just for me. Of course, that's probably just me but I really like you, you are and have always been the one for me and I kind of felt like this for a long time especially the first time we saw eachother when we were kids. So I hope that you will think the same as me but if you don't that's okay! I will be a bit sad on the inside but that doesn't matter! Because you are all I need to make me happy even if you don't wanna be more than friends because I will still appreciate you and still do dumb shit cause I'm your best friend...hopefully and especially after this!! I-I mean I hope we end up being more than friends but whatever. So anyway, kenma. Will you please be my one and only and accept to be my boyfriend

I really hope that kenma comes around and accepts it but I will accept his decision because I'm a good friend and also kenma probably isn't ready...jeez what am I thinking, I crumple up the paper and aim for the recycle but it fails and hits the bin instead and fly's back to me and hits me softly on the forehead which makes me fall back.

It's like as if someone wants me to really get this to kenma, mm..probably not that sounds creepy! Just imagine people looking at your life...like reading a story! But should I really give this to kenma, I'm really worried but maybe I should just man up and give it to him! T-this is too hard..oh wait.!

I pull out my phone and call bokuto, except he's with akaashi "oh! Kuroooooo! You got me at a bad time but what's up?" akaashi just waves and walks away from the view of the phone for some reason.I sigh "I-I'm scared of asking kenma to be my boyfriend so can you help?" he looks at me shocked "wait wait wait! Your gonna ask KENMA to be your boyfriend?!" I nod nervously as he yells for akaashi while jumping up and down.

"Kuroo..all you need to do first is to relax or you will just stress even more..okay, take deep breaths and think of flowing colors or your favorite things" I nod and smile as akaashi sits down in front of the phone. He looks around for a bit before looking back at me "be yourself. That's it, that's how me an- nevermind. Anyway! You just ask kenma and be yourself or I will have to do it myself so goodbye! That is the final goodbye now hush" I try to say something back but they end the call.

I let out a loud grunt and turn my phone off as I try to think straight...or well maybe not straight but something like it, be myself, what does that even mean!? Like can't he be more specific...mm? I look at the ground to see a crumpled piece of paper under my foot, I quickly pick it up and read it...oh my god! This is it! I mean, I hope it is it well time to be myself I guess!  Get ready kenma because I'm about to be your future fiancé.!!!!
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Oh shit!! I forgot my phone and the paper!! I run back and grab everything without forgetting kenma would've certainly killed me! I then look up at my mom as she speed walks away confused "go do your deeds somewhere else!!" I look down to see a picture of kenma half naked on my phone "mom!!!! It's not what you think!!! And its phtoshoped by someone named kuroken_fangirl....whatever that means.