I can handle it. (kenma x kuroo) Fluff!

confession: part 2!

I look at Kuroo as I read the whole letter over and over to make sure it's actually real and not just a joke, I feel so happy yet I keep crying and I don't really know why because the thing I have always wished and dreamed about came true so fast. But I'm not sure if i should accept it- wait! No I will accept it, I won't miss my one chance to feel happy.

Kuroo grins like always except he's also crying and it makes my heart beat so much faster, I hug him as he picks me up and walks back "I love you kenma that's all I'm trying to say in that letter"

I look at him and smile "y-yeah I know, i love you too but your handwriting sucks, did a toddler make it for you" we both laugh together and he puts me down once we're at my doorstep. He waves and I wave back, I can't believe I'm thinking this but I wish that walk to my house never ended, I want to be in his arms forever! Not just for a short walk or something, I want him to hold me, I want to kiss him and marry him.

I hesitate a bit as I try to call him back but I just end up going into my house and going to my room, I don't want to bother him too much, I go over to my window "I love you kuroo!!" Some people look at me shocked or happily as kuroo blushes and makes a heart with his hands as he walks off to his house.

I go back onto my bed and scream into my pillow as I pout about the whole thing, why didn't I just tell him to stay over I mean he's already my confirmed boyfriend so I shouldn't have any trouble with this! Why is this so hard, it's kuroo I'm talking about here.

I grab my phone and scroll through mewstagram, before texting hinata about it as he ends up calling me and we talk for awhile before I got relaxed again "hey hinata! I got a new game character his name is Kinsu" hinata stares at me and although it's just a video call I can somehow feel his glow and excitement "wait really?! But isn't he like really expensive? Wait....that's like 87,000 yen!!" I nod and he freaks out and jumps all over his bedroom as I hear kageyama say ow, and hinata flying across the room "hinata!? Kageyama is that you?."

Kageyama looks at the camera and waves as I wave back and he goes back on his phone as hinata runs back blushing "yeah kageyama is here, he's reading some sort of fanfic about himself, anyway why did you buy it?? He isn't even that good, and nothing special about him" I stare at the ground as I look back up "he looks a lot like you and dresses in really cute outfits, I liked it, and it made me find hope" hinata stares at me before laughing "I could've just wore some of those clothes and you'd be pleased" I nod frantically making kageyama laugh a bit.

Hinata gets kageyama as they both stare at me "s-so how was the fanfic?" Kageyama looks at me confused before look over at hinata and kissing him "it was okay and hinata will get punished now! See ya later kenma either way we're on a trip right now and we aren't supposed to make noises since He's not supposed to be in my room!" He ends the call and I try my hardest to not imagine what he meant by punishment but the thoughts still enter my head and even replace kageyama and hinata with me and kuroo which makes me spit out my juice.

I giggle and lay on my bed to rest as I get a bit bored and lonely so I go to my closet and look around before grabbing my body pillow of kuroo and smiling as I go on my bed and hug it tightly "I-i love you kuroo! You make m-m-make me very happy! And you make my heart beat fast, and I don't care that we are both boys, I wanna show my love for you no matter where we are, no matter who's there, they should just love us" I close my eyes and fall asleep.

|that's it, have a lovely day and be happy and be yourself :)||ps. Just be brave and breathe and don't let this big issues bother you, you are a beautiful human being and I appreciate you so much|