Just like old times times⏱

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J O Y C E •

The girls were un- packing as I kept walking around trying to calm my nerve . The fact that I am going to see Taemin again is making me go insane. I am still mad at the situation, still mad at him and it's frustrating even more that I still have not moved on. 

"I felt my stomach rolled over as my breathing kept on getting heavier."

"Sighs"

Alina: Joyce!

Alicia

"She semi yelled as I jump out of my thoughts"

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"She semi yelled as I jump out of my thoughts"

Joyce: yes

I calmly say trying to hide my un-easiness

Alicia: Girl...I know that you are nervous ...but don't worry it will—

Joyce: Be fine...Yeaa I know

I said while breathing heavily

Alina: you sure ...cause to me you seem to be very jumpy

She said while   glaring at my fidgeted fingers

Joyce: "puts her hands down" of course I am not... I am going to see him again ..

Alicia: but baby girl it's Ben 8 ye—

I close my eyes as I take a deep breath calming myself down cause I am sick and tired of people saying that it's Ben 8 years

I walk towards them and sit on the ground next to them

Joyce: guys...you are my best friends so you should know what I have Ben through

Alina: we know that

She quickly said

Joyce:ok then you should understand ...Alina ...just imagine that maliks texted you right now telling you that it's over Or Ernesto texting you Alicia that you need to break up and before you could have a clear answer he disappear without no trace ... how would you feel

A silent feel the air

Alina & Alicia:-

Joyce: yes me and Taemin was not married but I loved him ... and he left me ..

I said while drying my tears

Alicia: we did not know it was that deep

Joyce: they're is a lot that I keep inside just for the sake of being okay..... but don't worry I wont let my emotions ruin our vacation

Alicia's phone vibrate

She looks down at the screen and look at me

Alicia: well i am happy that you made that conclusion because they are here

When she said that my anxiety leveled up even more

I inhale and exhale a long breath as I look towards the window where you could see a car pulling up. I cross my arm over my chest so I could Hide the sound of my  heart.

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