Finally InLove

Let me go

Next Morning

Taemin

8h30 Am 

Sitting on my bed waiting for a call or text, I barely slept last night , I had hope she would of reach me. Sadly it did not happen. 

I stop calling and texting her because i do not want to push her even further away . That is .. if she still wants to be by my side. "Sighs" I knew I should of never let us revive those emotions. Things is so complicated and me being here is hurting her even more .

"Knock"

I put my phone down and hurry to the door. I open it, my mood went down even more. Their was Lee-Yan and my manager. Ain't nothing good can come from them.

Taemin: what is it now ?

I said annoyingly

Manager: we need to talk

They walk inside my room, I sit on a sofa , LeeYan sat across me and my manager stay standing facing us.

Manager: as you can see, the video is still trending, a lot of people is making assumptions about you cheating

Taemin: well let them think that... I don't really feel like a good guy anyways

I said while looking away, my body language clearly Make it seem that I am not interested in this conversation.

Manager: Tae. As much as you hate this situation , your reputation is nothing to play with you've come way to far to drop everything

I sigh and ignore him

Lee-Yan: Oppa why is it so hard for you to be with me

I turn to her while squinting my eyes. This girl really does not understand. And it's even more frustrating because she knows what is going on between me and Joyce

Taemin: I don't even want to start with you right now

"She rolls her eyes and turn away" 

Manager: Listen Now is not the time to be figthing.... tomorrow you guys will be having a conference press so you could clear the air-

Taemin: What!?

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At Malik house

Malik opens the door , when he saw me his stare got serious.

Malik: Yo what th—

Taemin: Before you start. I am sorry I did not mean to do that.

Malik: Yo you punch my cousin bro

He let me in as I take off my hat ,mask and sunglasses

Taemin: anger took over me, things were happening all day, even week and I couldn't take it anymore

We sat across from each other

Malik: is it because of Joyce again? "I stayed in silence" Ok .. bro this thing has Ben going for too long.. I have Ben telling Joyce to get over you ever since you left and she did not.....you got to set things with her... you owe her this

Taemin: I know man is just... the truth is not pretty

Malik: what you got a child that we do not know about ..

I wish that it was something like that, just imagine telling your black bestfriend that your parents do not want you to be with a black girl. I don't want to hurt my friends and especially Joyce.

Taemin: -

Malik: Okay... since you did not laugh I guess it's pretty serious

I sigh and look at him seriously

Taemin: If ever in my life I had to be honest.. it's  right now when I tell you that I truly love that girl.

He took a deep breath  and exhale the air through his nose , he shake his head and shrugged his shoulders

Malik: man ..I-I really don't know what to tell you ...But if ever the reason that you have is really that serious... set her free

My face drop along with my heart. Once again we did not even get the chance to start our relationship ...and it's already ending.

I lean back on the sofa and stare at the ceiling drowning in my thoughts .

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Malik drop me infront of Joyce condo, I walk to her door and ring the doorbell. The door slightly open, when I saw her face, wet stains was on her cheek and her eyes were swollen. She stares at me with her mouth open shock to see me here.

Joyce: Tae..

she softly trail

No need to ask her what is wrong, that question is already answer. The worst part is that I don't even know what I could tell her

Taemin: Joyce --

Joyce: what are you doing here ..

she said while looking everywhere but my eyes.

taemin: I came to check on you

Joyce: Tae no....

"she crouch down and start to cry while breathing heavily"

All I could do is watch her

Taemin: --

Joyce: "crying" OK! tae I get it you love me....I already know that "sniff" but if you want me to stay away from you you have to stop caring about me! ...."crying" My heart has ben broken ever since you left and right now you came back... and your walking all over those broken pieces!.....That's torture "sniff"

she shouted through her tears as she rub her chest. I couldn't say anything for several second, I stare at her feeling wounded. It's like the past is repeating itself all over again. I remember that gut ripping silent that was fill with her crying sound. Me feeling hopeless and lifeless before her

taemin: ---