Finally InLove

•Chapter 13•

At the conference press

Joyce

7 Am

I walk inside the room with my cup tea ready to finish this filming so I could go back in my lonely room to cry. I'm not the type to let my personal life interfere with my work but... once again When it comes to him... I can't really seem to fight those emotions.

I wave at the crew forcing a smile so no one could ask me if I'm okay. I went to my chair where a pile of papers was waiting for me. Those documents let me know, what was on the schedule and who I will be filming.

I sit down , cross my legs and start to flip through the papers. I was reading outloud but low enough that only me could hear.

Joyce: "mumbling " at 8 press conference for LeeYan and Tae—-

My eyes widen and I close them in disbelief . You have to be kidding me I say to myself. I ball up my fist trying to control these emotions that is circulating threw my body.

I have really put myself in whole.

Producer: Alright Guys get in position we will start in five.

I did not even have time to process this , everyone was getting in position and I could not seem to even find anybody to tell them that I have to excuse myself. My body was froze on the chair, I'm really not ready to face him  . I was so focus on my toughs that I did not even seem to see the five minutes gone by.

Right when I was about to stand up, the filming Had started . Taemin and LeeYan walk in hand N hand as the paparazzi started to flash the pictures.

My eyes were glue on them, he pulled up the chair for her and sit right next to her as he puts his arm around her shoulders pulling they're body closer. They smile and wave at the camera As the question started to be ask.

.....

Taemin: Well me and LeeYan have Ben good friends , she was one of my closest friends when I started my debut

He turn to her and smile at her

Taemin: I never tought that I could of fallen for her the way I did

Everybody smile at them as LeeYan Caress his hair.

As for me , my chest was getting heavier by the minutes, my legs were shaking and I kept moving around on the chair trying to hide my panick attack that I slowly feel creeping on me. I let out a low cough to clear my lungs, but unfortunately It caught taemin's attention. When his eyes fell on me , you could see how guilty he felt. His stares quickly change , he pulls his arm away from LeeYan ready to stand up , but he stop and look down.

Paparazzi: everything ok Taemin

He quickly raise his head

Taemin: Huh.. Umm .. yea yea.. sorry what was the question

Paparazzi: can you describe LeeYan for us

Taemin: Is that really necessary?

Paparazzi: well if you love her I do not see the wrong in it.

LeeYan: Come Tae , tell them
What you tell me everyday

She grabs his hand and caress it, he look at her then back at me.

My stomach twist and heart race, I look down trying to take long breath so I could restore my oxygen, but I suddenly was short of breath. 

Taemin: Umm... Umm... 

He kept saying over and over

Paparazzi: you guys do not seemed t—

LeeYan softly laugh as she caress Taemin's hair

LeeYan: he is just shy, come on bae tell them what you tell me everyday

Taemin look at me then back at the camera , then slowly turn to LeeYan

T A E M I N 

My body is here but my mind is focus on her , I did not know what to do. If I answer them I will crush her. She is already broken I don't want to add fuel to the fire.

But if I stay silent .. it will ruin me and the industry...mostly they will find away to bully Joyce and hurt her even more.

While LeeYan was caressing my hair I just shut my mind and Lie through my teeth.

Taemin: She is someone that I care about very much... someone that I think about each second of the day, "grabs LeeYan hand" if ever we are apart I cant seem to forget her , with no effort she caught my heart ...I just want to let her know that I lo—

"Boom!"

Me and LeeYan quickly look towards the noise, everybody started to move around un-easy and panicking. Still confuse from what is going on I pull my head a little further so I could see what is going on.

???: Are you okay??!

??: omg what is going on with her

???: Pleas call for help?!!

They kept saying,  as they form a circle around the scene . I stand up since they was blocking my view. My heart drop when I saw Joyce on the floor gasping for air, I jump over the table while shouting.

Taemin: JOYCE!!

I rush to her side and look at her panicking

Joyce: "breathing heavily as she is digging in her purse"

Taemin: Violet, What is wrong

She put her purse up side down and shake everything out, the way it seem, the thing she was searching for is not here

Joyce: "My head start to throb , everybody was panicking around me which made it worst, my blood pounded in my ears, my hands shook, my vision started to disfigured as if I were looking through a fish eye lens. I wanted to run out but it's like i lost my sense of orientation. Taemin kept talking but i couldn't clearly hear what he was saying, it's as if I was under water. That scared me even more and made my breathing harder"

She  got on her knees and hand, hyperventilating and start to cough. I did not think twice I grab her bridal style and rush out with her.