Finally InLove

Am I yours Part 2

JOYCE

With Hakeem

We arrive infront of the front door

Joyce: I am so sorry about him

Hakeem: It's cool.. it stop hurting anyway, i think seeing you makes me immune to pain

He said while smirking at me. I look at him then quickly back at the floor trying to hide my blushing face.

Joyce: "getting nervous" thanks

Hakeem: how come you disappeared on me like that

Joyce: trust me It was not planned, my friends prepared this big Trip and I knew of it last minute

Hakeem: "smile wider" I'm happy to hear that it was not because you were trying to avoid me

I nervously smile then look away, because in reality I still do not know if I want to continue this Dating thing-

Joyce:...

Hakeem: How about we do something

And here is the question I did not want to hear

Joyce phone ring

Oh Thank your Lord , I have never felt so happy to hear my phone ring

Joyce: oh sorry I have to take this

I smile at him and quickly answered the phone

Joyce: hello

Office: Joyce , we know that you are still on vacation, but every director seem to be busy with other work and we've receive a late offer

Joyce: what offer

Officer : Tuesday  afternoon we need a director to help film a conference press for a celebrity, His name is —

Joyce: listen I am at an event, text me the time and place

I hang up and  turn to  Hakeem .

Joyce: listen, text me , I have an urgency

Hakeem: oh okay , will do

{ PLAY SONG}

He slowly walk towards me, before I could even move he lowers at my level and kiss my cheeks.

He smiled once again and walk away leaving me frozen. This time it was not because I was blushing but of guilt. I can see how much this guy actually like me but me I am not sure of my emotions for him. It's not fair ...

Taemin: so you still like him

I turn around seeing Taemin standing infront of me .

I did not know what to answered him , I am still focus on what just happen.

Taemin:  is that a Yes

Joyce: It's not what it looks li—

Taemin: He kiss your cheeks what do you mean it's not—

I quickly cut him

Joyce: I guess now you understand how I feel each time I see you kissing Lee-Yan

Taemin: what!? Violet you know I am in a fake relationship, but you ...you and him might actully love each—

Joyce: you said it yourself, she has feeling for you, but you still choose to entertain her emotions..

Taemin: I have no choice

When he said that my body froze again, this time all of what happen between us came back in mind. When he chose to leave me. He keeps saying that he has no choice, now I feel as if I don't matter enough for him to see me as a priority. My chest got heavy, as I felt my breathing getting faster.

The hurt was coming back quickly and I-I couldn't stay I had to go. Without saying anything I quickly walk pass him, but he grab my arm and turn me to him.  I kept my head facing the floor.

Taemin: Violet pleas understand m—

I lift up my head revealing my teary eyes

Joyce: why don't you try to understand me 

When he saw my eyes his grip loosen up , I slowly take my arm away and walk away leaving him behind.

I walk back inside the room. Everybody was listening to Malik speech.

I quickly Made my way infront were Alicia was.

Malik: and To conclude Thank you everyone for celebrating this special day with us, my biggest surprise for them is not that big blue box.... actually Mama earlier you've Ben asking when will I get married .. well "turns to Alina" Bae can you come here a minute "everyone start to gasp"

Malik'Mother: Malik Don't Play with me

Malik: "laugh" ...Me and Alina are engaged

Everybody claps their hand in joy while His mom jump off the table and rushes to them.

Malik'sMother: Oh!! My babies!! Oh!"hugs them" I am So Happy!!! Welcome to the family baby girl

Alina: "tears of joy" Thank you!  

I was trying to force my pain out because I really want to celebrate her engagement even if their is  tears  scrolling down my cheeks I kept clapping my hand and shouting.

Since Alicia was crying it seem as if we were both crying tears of joy.
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At Night

Phone Buzzing

I look at the ID till it disappear , he called me 6 times now and texted by a hundred time. I can't seem to answer him, all I can think about it's him with her .

"Start to breath heavily"

Joyce: "puts her phone down" ...calm down Jo...calm down

I whisper to myself

But my chest was getting tighter closing more and more my wind pipe. I knee to the ground and reach out my hand to open the drawer next to me. I toss everything out of the drawer quickly searching for my inhaler.

I took a puff letting air circulate through my lungs as I exhale slowly. 

 I sit  down as tears roll down my cheek trying to get my breathing back to normal. But my aching heart is making it hard, all I could think about it's him.

"Sniff"

Joyce: i love him ..."sniff" why can't we be together ...