The Puppeteer part 2 (cut and repost)

The Puppeteer - His confession

Zylen was thrown out from a room, his back hit the wall and he crush to the floor, curling into himself, unable to take any beatings anymore..

"If you don't show up tomorrow night, I'll kill you!! " the trainer yelled at him aggressively and slam the door shut.

".. Yes.. Sir " he sobbed

He tried to get up.. If someone see him the trainers will make him pay. Zylen get up, rubbing the wall, trying his best to walk properly and hold the pain. Why.. Why did he ever defy William that night.. If he never be such insolent dog he would never be sent here

.. It was my fault..

.. It was my fault..

He doesn't want to go to his room, not tonight.. No more. He stares to the rainy dark sky as he sit carefully on a bench with a small piece of glass in his hand that he got when the trainers cut his face to threatened him again today. The rain stings all his wounds and reminds him of how he was beaten years ago in heavy rain, it has been years.. But his fate didn't change. He was hurt again and again, getting worse each single time. In rainy night.. He was beaten by William in his lawn.. In rainy night he was beaten by the thin man, Zylen killed him when he rape him years after and buried him in rain.. In rainy night.. William drag him back and kill Connel's family..

There's nothing here but the torture from the trainers, the first thing they did to him when he arrived was warning him, threatened to kill him and feed him to their dogs. They hurt him so bad that Zylen's mentality break down again. Before he could recover all he gets was bullying and beatings from students around here. It was never ending.. The courage Zylen had once lost.. His rebellious self was gone and left nothing but fear and despair.. He felt so powerless and weak.. Like the only prey to all predators around him. He didn't tell anyone about the bullying.. No one wants to be his friend.. He never shows how bad he was rape. No one will trust him.. And the trainers will torture him more.. Perhaps kill him.

He was stabbed on his stomach because he yelled to one of the trainers when they are hurting him the first time he got here.. They could do more..

Zylen hug himself and start heaving.. It feels so hard to breath whenever he remember those moments. He shut his eyes when he remember one of the trainers put a gun on his head, threatening to shoot him..he could never fight back.. He could never justify himself.. He could never win

"Menace to others life again!! "

"You deserve nothing but pain! "

"I'll kill you, you fucking bastard!!"

"You think I'm going to pay you you stupid whore!! "

"I never want a son like you.. "

"Why.. Did I ever exist..? " he whispered in his whimpers.

"..I don't want to live anymore.. " he sobbed in his shivers and held the glass with his trembling hands, pointing to his neck, pressing the tips until his skin bleeds. Bitterly, he close his teary red eyes.

"What are you doing there? It's late" his eyes was wide when he see the glass shine through the darkness "Stop! don't you dare to do that!"

Zylen was shock to heard the voice, he quickly stab his neck. But that person jump towards him catching his hands just in time leaving only thin line of blood. They both fell to the ground with the impact of the jump.

"Are you crazy?! Why the fuck in the world would you do that?!! Don't ever waste that life you got you hear me?! " Isaac was yelling down to the blonde kid, pinning his hands to the ground, the glass is not in his grasp anymore. He was shock to find Zylen crying like a child.

"I-i want to die..let me die.. Please don't hurt me..I can't take it anymore..  No more.. "

Isaac fierce turns to sympathy, the kid upon him is so broken that he was left speechless.

"I am the trouble.. Everyone hate me.. I-i don't deserve to be.. Exist. I'm sorry for exist... " and he cry his heart out. Isaac loosen his grip on him and hug him on the ground, wrapping his arm on his small broken body with one hand protecting his head from the ground. The boy below him got scared and scream for apology but he doesn't let him go. He hug him until the blonde too tired to scream. Isaac tear blend with those rains, he whispered

"I'm sorry for all you have gone through... " he felt so guilty for bullying kids around him in school, for defying his parents and for enjoying others suffering.. the thought of those victims attempting to kill themselves never cross in his mind.

"Please.. Don't kill yourself"

Zylen's eyes widen "I- want to die..I w-"

"Just don't! No matter how many people hate you, they got nothing to do with your life! They are nothing but assholes, if they hurt you again no matter how many of them I'll protect you!! " he was yelling and hugging the boy below him so tight as he said that, as if it was a confession to all his sins he had done.

Zylen know this is the guy who help him before.. He was afraid if he's going to beat him again, or approach him for sex.. But he's not. He said he will protect him.. And it makes Zylen's tears keep falling down, it's like a dream.. is this a dream?... Isaac smile sadly when he felt the shaking hands hug him back, the same unfamiliar heart warming feeling he got whenever he help him.. It's so comforting

"The names Isaac, what's yours?"

"I.. saac" he repeat slowly

"Yes, that's me, what about you? What's your name? "

Isaac could hear the trembling in his voice as he said it slowly "Zy.. Len"

"Zylen, lets get you inside. It's cold out here, you're soaked wet" he let go of the hug when Zylen shakes his head "You don't wanna get inside? It's alright my roommates won't say a word", Zylen shakes his head harder with what he heard. He can't let anyone find out about him or he will get hurt. He cried again..