SCARS (Taehyung FF)

Suspicion

Y/N's POV

The more I was thinking the more I was sinking deep into an ocean of thoughts. Who could it be? Is it V? He took my phone for a while. Aish. Paboya? What am I thinking? There's no way he would text me and tell me he wants to be the reason of my happiness. That's KIM TAEHYUNG not the guy next door. I need to know who this is. Should I text them back? I don't even know if that's a guy or a girl. Is this a prank by any of my friends?

I decided to text them back

Me: there?

T: yes. Finally made up your mind?

Me: about what?

I played dumb. Or maybe I am actually dumb. Lol

T: Umm. About being friends?

Me: I know nothing about you.

T: I want you to know everything about me and tell me everything about you too YN.

Me: How do you know my name?

T: Secret.

Me: friends don't keep secrets btw.

T: So we're friends?

Me: forget it.

T: Ok I'm Taemin

Me: oh

Taemin? Seriously? It has to be Ayu. Why is she doing this?

T: what are you doing?

Me: getting ready.

T: for what?

Me: I'm going to my art class.

T: Ah. So you like art too?

Me: um. Yea.

T: how far is that place?

Me: 20 mins far from where I live.

T: where is this place?

Me: near central park.

T: ooh

Me: where do you live?

T: I live in Japan but currently traveling here in New York.

Me: oh. That's cool. I'll get going now.

T: ok bye YN.

I don't know why Ayu is doing this. I have to find out why she's doing this and confront her. Till then I'll keep this up. I'm positive that it's her. Who else would talk exactly like her.

~time skips~

3 days passed by. I talked to Taemin AKA Ayu. And chatted about a lot of things. I wanted to talk to her on phone but she said it's uncomfortable or whatsoever. I'm so mad at her. I didn't reply to her texts on IG or didn't take any of her calls from her real number. What's her purpose of doing all this.

-4th day-

T: how was your day YN?

Me: idk

T: are you okay?

Me: maybe

T: you're not okay. So what's wrong? You can tell me.

Me: will it help if I tell you?

T: I can't really solve the matter but I can help you accept it :)

Me: not every problem is acceptable.

T: ofc it is. You just have to find how and when to accept it. Try spilling it I might be able to help.

Me: everything feels so annoying lately. The students of that class. And the superiors who decided not to increase the payment. And my mom who keeps on bugging me for every single topic this universe has.

T: Come to think of that, wasn't it always like that? Did anything change in your surroundings or is it you who had a change of mind.

Me: what are you saying?

T: I'm saying everything you said so far seems like it happens every day. Like Universal truth. But there's something more which is making this annoyance unbearable. Something which is making you frustrated.

Me: Yea maybe.

I decided to tell her indirectly

Me: It's my bestie. She's acting weird lately. And probably lying about something obvious.

T: if it's obvious then she won't lie. And why don't you just ask her straight up if she's your bestie

Me: I did but she just denied it.

T: If it's obvious then you might have some proves that it's a lie. Or if she's lying to you or you probably don't believe her anymore then what's the point of this friendship?

What? I didn't reply to her or him. What the hell. Does she want to break up? Is this a way of her confessing? What's going on? It's making me go crazy.

Mom bursted in my room out of the blue.

Mom: why are you always on the phone? Don't you have any work to do? Why are you so useless? Don't you have studies to do? If not then why don't you help me out a bit? I told you to feed your brother, didn't I? Stop acting selfishly YN. Get yourself together and stop wasting the air you breathe. All you do is eat. You'll turn out to be a pig one day.

She slammed the door shut. I didn't say anything back. Cause it always has been like this. Little did she know or notice that I didn't eat from morning and went to Art Class straight after school and it hasn't been 10mins since I came back home.

I took out my blade. Ayu was the only one who helped me get out of these kind of hurtful situations. But she's not here anymore. Nothing can go good with me. Well I didn't even ask for a good fortune. I asked for everything to be normal. Nothing much nothing less. So why can't I have a  normal life like others? That sharp blade which was the only pain reducer for me slided through my skin. Tore my skin apart and blood started to flow...

T: Is everything okay YN?

Me: Nothing is okay Tae.

...........

-To be continued 💕

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