SCARS (Taehyung FF)

Amusement Park

Taehyung's POV

Fuck. Why did I say that? What am I gonna say now? Someone please save me. My eye ball wandered here and there and idk where. It feels like something sewed my mouth.

"But if both of you roam around a crowdy place like this then wouldn't it be risky?" Ayu broke the silence. Yess. That's my new best friend. I cleared my throat to speak up, "I booked the whole thing." I said very proudly as I thought I'm a genius. My nose might be little taller by now.

"Idiot. That might cause more attention as to why the whole thing is booked." Jimin scoffed. That jerk. Can I cancel him from my best friend? "Let's not stand here and waste time on what already happened." Ayu suggested. Yay I'm gonna replace her with Jimin. I looked up at Y/N who was quite all this time.

She was looking down at her feet and her face was all red. What's wrong?

"Y/n.. Gwenchana?" I asked placing the back of my hand on her forehead to check her heat. She flinched at the sudden contact so I removed my hand. "Y-yea I- I'm okay" She shuttered. Is she sick?

Y/N's POV

I covered my flushed look with my hands. Damn his touch certainly made it even worse. What do I do now. I can't help but blush at what he said.

Everyone was looking at me so I snappee out of my thoughts. "I'm okay. It's just that I've been staying at home during day time so I'm getting used to the sun. Haha" I finished my sentence with the fakest laugh. I glanced at Ayu who was smirking at me.

We got into the park and one of the best time started in our lives. Well at least my life. We rode different rides. All 5 of us got into some of the rides together. Me and Ayu got into some alone, V and Jimin did the same. Ayu and Jimin took Ryan for some of the rides leaving me and Taehyung together. He bought me cotton candies and we spent the day laughing and playing. It was fun. So fun. It nearly felt like we're in a double date.

This could be one of the best day of my life. Or so I thought....

I and Taehyung were standing in front of the Car ride where Ryan was playing. Those cars are too small for us to fit in.

"Do you think I look like an eggplant?" Taehyung asked pouting his lips not looking at me. Can I eat him?

"Pfft. Of course not. You look pretty." I said without even thinking much. At this point I think I don't even need a brain to do something cause that shit never helps.

"Pretty? Preetty? I've heard handsome and cute but pretty is a new adjective." He sighed in disbelief and pouted again. Oml why is he so cute. His actions make me laugh cry blush die. Wait that actually rhymes. I rolled my eyes at myself.

"Why do you care about the word? The thing matter is what your look does to the other person." I clarified. Definitely got myself into more trouble. "Really?!" He said while fluttering his lashes. I'm done for. "Then what am I doing to you huh?" His voice changed from cute and bubbly to raspy and deep. Fuck. That escalated quickly.

"I- um.. You.. Erm." I can't make up a sentence. "You what?" He leaned closure to my tomato like face, His hands behind his back. "N-Nothing. Y-You do nothing." I walked away from his face fanning myself. I heard him chuckle behind me. Thank God my heart didn't spring out of my chest.

"Ryan let's go buddy." I heard Taehyung say as Ryan ran back at us.

We walked up to the lake on the other side of the park while searching for Ayu and Jimin. "Where did they go?" I asked while looking around. "There." Taehyung pointed at a bench by the lake. Jimin was leaning on Ayu's shoulder which made my mouth drop.

"They're having quality time like some people we know." He said winking at me. Did he refer that to us? Omg I'm gonna go red again. "There's a place I wanna take you." He said after a while of walking around. My legs started hurting but I'm not gonna say that out loud ofc.

The sun was setting already. Cool summer breeze started hitting our bodies. I looked up at Taehyung. He looks wo effortlessly perfect. Ryan was holding his finger. Damn he looks Father material.

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We walked up to a part of that lake. I've never been here even though I live here. Cause this place was for couples. He bought chocolate for Ryan and made me sit on one of the benches. Safe but not disturbing.

The walk to the dock was quite but not awkward silence. I enjoyed the peaceful silence with him. There was a large wooden dock which is over the lake water. And we can see the last bit of red lines on the sky after the Sun left it.

"I guess your feet hurts. Wanna dip it in the water?" He asked pointing at the end of the dock. I nodded and we both sat down side by side with our legs into the water. I glanced back at Ryan who was happily eating chocolate and playing game on my phone.

I felt his hands over mine squeezing it. Giving me false hopes which I shouldn't ever bother about. "Are you liking the outing today?" He whispered into my ear. I nodded. It's so Peaceful. Only the sound of our breathing, birds flying back home and the soft water waves. I don't want this to fade away. Even though it's time for the booking to end.

Without thinking much I leaned on his shoulder blade. Trying my best to seize the moment. Let's just forget for a minute that he's an Idol and I'm his Fan. It's not too much to ask right?

Taehyung's POV

I let out a small breath when she laid her head over my shoulder. Idk what I'm feeling or why I'm feeling this. This isn't right thing to do. But idk why I'm not bothering about the wrong things I'm doing. Everything feels so right when it includes her. Why tho? Who is she? What is she? Why do I feel like home when I'm with her?

It's the opposite of the fact that predator himself fell in the trap of the prey. I was the one wanting to make her feel at ease and here I am now. She's the one making me feel at ease all the time. I bit my bottom lip to stop the urge. It's not right. I shouldn't. I shouldn't. She doesn't deserve anymore shits. Please Taehyung control yourself. I drop of tear left my eyes when I realized how hard I was biting on my lip.

I wiped the drop of blood away with my free hand. Which Y/N noticed and looked up into my eyes. God no. I feel so vulnerable. Why is she looking at me like that? Don't do it Taehyung. Stop. Don't ruin Everything for Everyone. The more my heart beat was increasing the more I lost self control. Is it even possible to control how you feel?

My eyes wandered from her eyes and stopped at her lips. No Taehyung. Her eyes followed mine. Maybe she noticed what I was referring to that's why she closed her eyes. I squeezed her hand even more tightly. I closed my eyes leaning even closure to her face. Throwing all of my conscience out of the window. The urge of Kissing her walked past every judgment I had in my mind. The urge was so strong that it easily closed all the doors to my brain.

I could feel her warm nervous breath on my face. I could sense her few centimeters away from me. I could feel myself so close to ruining her. Can I do this? I can feel the skin of my lip barely touch hers.

Should I really kiss her? Do I deserve this?

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