pajama boy 'Jaeyong' - discontinued

chapter 09

Monday 2nd December

"Dear diary,

I've got to admit that it feels nice having someone who cares about me or for me.

But I can't stop feeling as if I'm being trouble.

He did say I shouldn't think like that, but I can't stop.

He is just too perfect.

My heart always flutters when I see him.

His smile with the deepest dimples which you could just sink in,

His loving gaze,

His body is perfect,

He works out,

He is just perfect.

I don't deserve having someone like him care for me.

I wish I wasn't sick.

Maybe then we could have met elsewhere and could have been a couple.

But that won't work.

Because I'm sick.

I'm sorry"