(AMANDAS POV)"Maybe i shouldn't have left her like that" sarah said. She was sat on my couch which wasn't a new sight, but what was new was seeing her so broken down. Sarah wasn't someone easily defeated. I know how much she loves (y/n) but (y/n) needs more than what sarah is capable of giving right now. I hated to see sarah giving everything she could even when she had nothing left.
(SARAHS POV)
I looked at Amanda, who was waiting for me to tell her what I wasn't sure I'd be able to put into words just yet. I decided to just level with my best friend and admit I couldn't handle this alone anymore. "You know i love (y/n) more than anything, right?" I said softly. She nodded. "but i had to get out of there. She came home so fucked up and said so many things, I know she couldn't have meant them, on some level i knew it was just the drugs, the coke, the alcohol but I cant see her like that anymore, I don't know how to help her."
Amanda pulled me into a hug once again. "shh sarah, please. I know you love her baby, i know. I know you wanna help, but she's wont be helped unless she's willing to be helped. But if you want to go back ill drive you home okay?" She said to me. I nodded in agreement thinking maybe I didnt handle things well...

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When Sarah Left
FanfictionSarah Paulson x reader fan fic TRIGGER WARNING: Substance abuse, self harm