When Sarah Left

I'm Sorry

I grabbed a bottle of tequila, a bottle of sleeping pills, and a pen and paper.

"Dear Sarah" i wrote.
"Hi... maybe this will mess up your night, or even your week. I'm sorry. I'm more sorry than Ill ever be able to express. You never deserve a burden like me. Which is why in know you'll be okay without me.

I need you to find the happiness you deserve. I'm sorry for everything. For breaking my promises, for hurting me, for hurting us, but most of all for hurting you. I'm letting go. I need to let you go. Most of all I need you to let me go.
But I'll love you, always and forever.
(Y/n)"

I gave up. Sarah was all I had. Without her I didnt know who I was. Part of me didnt care, I just couldn't live with myself knowing I hurt her again. I didnt want to.

I drank the remainder of the bottle and swallowed the pills before laying down between bedsheets. I was numb before the lights around me went dark.