When Sarah Left

Amanda

(SARAH'S POV)

I couldn't keep living in a vicious cycle. I loved (y/n) but I couldn't watch her escape into old habits anymore. Not after working so hard to get her the help she needed. The last three years I watched her go in and out of treatment programs and rehabilitations. I thought this time she was doing okay. She was so young, how could she be so far gone? I had to walk away before her addictions dragged me down too.

I argued with myself all the to Amandas house. She opened the door for me and I finally let myself feel all the emotion I was bottling inside. The anger, the sadness, the disappointment, the confusion, the hurt. Amanda held me tight. I don't know how I'd manage without her friendship. "(Y/n) used again" I finally said through the sobs. Amanda didnt say a word, she just held me tighter. "How could she do this again, after everything."