Alone

Leaving

3 days.

I waited 3 days.

I couldn't stay any longer. She was probably dead. I had to go alone. I climbed over into the drivers seat and started the car. I could feel a lump in my throat and soon enough I was crying. Once I got my self together, I drove away.

I hear a crushing sound from the car assuming I ran over the walkers head. It took awhile to get out of the parking lot but when I did I continued driving down the long empty road. Driving is kinda weird, but fun because how many kids my age know how to drive.

Was leaving Jen a good idea? She probably came out saw I was gone. Whatever, no time to think about it because either way, I lost her. Time to focus on my own survival. Find a group maybe? It shouldn't be that hard? I hope some people have humanity. Who wouldn't take in a kid? Actually once you think about it, a lot of people wouldn't.

I was so lonely leaving. But I was kinda use to it because I really only had Jen, and I really didn't have her because she has always out with her friends. I guess I was going to have to make some rules.

1) be careful who you trust

2) be tough, don't let your guard down

3) don't let them see you cry, because then you're weak.

There are other rules but those are the main ones. I guess this won't be too hard.

Just think of the world as a video game and the goal is survival.

But once the game is over, you can't restart. And if your partner is hurt and you have the option of healing them, sometimes you can't make it in time and have it continue to win.

Bye Jen.