WHAT WAS IT ?

Chapter 10

Tessa's POV

I have done all the planning to leave the Spokane and to go to Paris. Everything was going normal. No one knows about my planning. The best thing that happen in a current situation was my family were at my native, Millwood to attend Sadon's marriage.

But the great news I heard about Sadon was that he had ran off from his marriage on 31st May. I was shocked that he was totally ready for his marriage, then why he does that?
Two months ago on terrace, with a smile on face, even he talked to me to give me a separate party for his wedding. Then, what happened suddenly to him that lead him to that huge step? This drama of running off from own wedding of Sadon cause the many questions in my mind. And I can get the answers of all this from Sadon only.
For that, it is necessary to know the exact location of Sadon. Therefore, I message him asking where he is but no reply. So, I dialled his number but it was switch off. I cared about the Sadon. Therefore, I was constantly worrying about the Sadon whether he was safe or not.

My flight is of 6:30 pm on today's date i.e. 1st June, 2019. Currently, there was no one in my house. So I thanked God to make my situation more favourable to me. It was 2:45 already. I went to washroom & became fresh. Eat some snacks from the kitchen. As I was in periods, I took the two bundle of Sanitary napkin.

I have took one of my favourite heel i.e. Cheetah print Stiletto Heel; Sweater; one pair of slipper and Comfortable Shoes. Shirts, jeans, skirts, etc different type of clothes, I have packed in my luggage and hence luggage was one and one hand bag. I was feeling like - I'm going to the honeymoon to Paris instead of running off from my own fucking house.

Having the last view of my house, I leave my residency approximately at 3:15 pm. The very first thing after sitting in uber, I remove the Sim Card from my phone because I want nobody to contact me or to know where I am. NOBODY. MAY BE EXCEPT SADON.

I don't know why but I was feeling something good when I leave my house. I was doing the bad thing but it was like God was helping me even in this sinful situation.

Reaching to the Airport around 3:35 pm, first I took the Luggage Trolley to put my luggage. Checking was done of my luggage and as it was under weight, I sighed and felt relief.

When I was in a queue for immigration process, I saw something similar face like Sadon far away. I thought, may be that guy was Sadon only as he ran off from his marriage. Breaking the queue, immediately I ran off to Sadon. Reaching behind him, I tapped on his back & a smile on face, I said,"Hey!! I found you."
But when that guy turn his head towards me, I realised he was not Sadon and I was actually mistaken.
Before that guy uttered some words, I uttered - "Sorry. Really sorry. Forgive me. I thought that you are my friend, Sadon as I saw you from far distance. Seriously sorry man. Forgive me."
He replied with a friendly smile - "Oh ! No need to apologised. It happens. That's life. Don't take much of load." Hearing such a sweet words, from an unknown guy, I was feeling better and hence thanked him.

Joining to the queue again, I complete my immigration process and so I got my boarding pass. Now, all the processes were over and just waiting for arrival of flight to Paris via London Airport.

I sat there. Wait for the flight. After few minutes, heard announcement of arrival of the flight. Therefore, after showing my boarding pass to the security, I entered into the plane and took my seat.
I have not put my purse in over head compartment as it contains my phone charger, some Sanitary napkin, Water bottle, Snacks, Wet tissue paper box and most important approximately 60 lakh dollar which was the my cup of tea. Other 40 lakh dollar were in my luggage.

I wondered looking through the window and satisfied myself that - This was the time which I was waiting for. I want to go to Paris for honeymoon purpose. But here the situation is completely different. Yeah, I am going to the Paris but not with the purpose of honeymoon. Instead, I was running off from my own fucking home which was not even home for me but only house. HOUSE ONLY, NOT HOME.

I was constantly thinking about Sadon instead of my family. Yeah, I have some nostalgia of my brother which was making me crying. Because we do have a lots of fights - cushion fights. Remembering the sweetest words of my brother, I became nostalgia. But I hate to remember my family members except my brother Moek.

Sadon was not only Just Friend  for me. But he was Something  for me. He was Someone for me. I don't know what sort of relationship we have. Sometime we are just friends. Sometime we are very good friends with a deep talks. Sometime we acts like a strangers or a completely stranger like he is a unknown to me and I don't know him who is he.

After the kiss we had on terrace, he became more important to me. May be that was not the PASSIONATE ONE but it was something worth remembering. SOMETHING WORTH REMEMBERING.

Thinking all of this, I heard the announcement for tightening the seat belts as now plane will take off. I tightened my seat belt. As plane start its engine, I lay my head back to the seat and felt relief & thanked God for helping me even in this my worse situation.

Plane takes off. It was exact 6:30 pm. I am leaving Spokane forever. If destiny wants, then it will again returns me to Spokane but I don't want to return Spokane. Yeah, that's me only, Tessa only. Changed huh? Ofcourse. First jail for 4 years for doing nothing and then No Sadon. Any human can become cold if he/she doesn't get what they want.

And, here Sadon is an everything for me. I love him very much. So I can't see him marrying another woman. I like this step of Sadon to ran off from his own fucking marriage but also sad for this as this drama of him holds a capacity to break the heart of his family members.

Continuously I'm thinking about Sadon that Where he would be right now; Whether he is safe or not; Is he on the right place or not; Is he in Spokane or cross the borders of Spokane; What he will be doing right now. Such type of questions were thirsty for an answers in my mind. My mind was messed up with those questions of Sadon and my own drama.

I remove my shoes and become comfortable for sleep on my seat only and hold my purse tightly. After one hour, I woke up and went to washroom. Coming to my seat and opening up my purse, I start eating the Potato Wafers, French fries and cupcake. Eating cupcakes, I remember my brother as cupcakes were his favourite one and French fries too.
Put all the snacks in the purse again and drink the water.

Glancing towards the window, my thoughts again started to haunting me rigorously. Situation of my family, Sadon's situation, his family situations, etc thoughts were making me worried & causing me more and more tension. Only thing I know was -   Right now, situation of mine and Sadon was at its worst. Even worst is not the word for this situation.

Avoiding my thoughts, I tried to sleep and still at last managed for it. Then, I woke up after one and half hour and noticed that plane was ready for lands off. So, I wore my shoes, drink the water and gets ready for roaming in the London Airport.

Plane lands off to the London Airport. One by one everyone were getting off from the plane and so I join the queue therein. Bus were waiting for us as the waiting area and other terminals were at far distance. I get in bus and reach to the terminal accordingly.

All the process were done and hence check-in was also done.
I, then directly went to the washroom. Therein, I changed my Sanitary Pad and wash my face and hands. Dried my hands under hand drying machines.
Took out the eyeliner from my purse and put it off on eyes. Apply the Lakme Maroon Matte Lipstick and does my hair. After a look into the mirror, I took 3-4 selfies on Instagram and Snapchat and came out from the washroom. Then, I starts to roam in the London Airport.