𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖝𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖉 [on pause]

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As he arrived at his apartment, he slides his shoes off carefully not wanting the kid he's holding to wake up. Then he steps inside and put his stuff on the floor, turn the lights on and quickly went to his bed to put the sleeping boy into a more comfortable place. He remove his shoes he was wearing and covers the boy using a soft blanket to keep him warm

His apartment was rather small actually. But he didn't really mind it because he was only living alone and it was actually very comfortable to him. There is a lot of painting or drawings that he made by himself scattered all over the place because he really enjoys drawing and painting

After he makes sure that haneul was fast asleep he decided to take a quick shower. After he showers he changed into a more comfortable pyjama. He didn't feel like sleeping despite it is around 1.30 in the morning. So he decided to make some tea and sit by the couch. He turns on the tv that was right across him and played a random movie while drinking his tea. 

he glanced next to the tv and saw the plastic bag from the convenience store that was filled with the snacks he bought earlier. When he was about to pick them up and put them in the counter where he usually stores all his snack, he spots a dinosaurs backpack behind it. He remembered that it was the bag he found earlier next to where haneul is when he found him in the park. So after he put all his snacks away he take the bag and decided to look at what's inside. 

When he opened it he found a few clothes, a yellow water bottle and a few toys inside. As he thought that was all the stuff inside, he found a white envelope that has "please read to anyone who found this" written in front of it. So he carefully opened it up and found a letter inside and decided to read it.

To anyone who read this that means you had found my child. I can't take care of him anymore and because of few problem i also can't put him in the orphanage. He was born in the 19th september and most of his belongings are in the bag. Do anything you want with him. Don't even try to find me because you would never find me no matter how hard you tried.

When he finishes reading the letter, tear drops falls from his eyes at what letter was about. He feels pity for the boy and something inside of him was telling him to give the world to him and keep him in his embrace forever. 

After he realized he was crying he quickly wiped it off and put everything back in the bag and place them next to the couch. He finishes his tea, puts it in the sink to be washed tomorrow morning because he began to feel sleepy. He went to his bed and lay down next to haneul who was sleeping peacefully next to him. 

He caressed his soft fluffy hair and look at how cute the boy was. While he caresses haneuls hair he suddenly scoot closer to soonyoung and hugs him tightly while murmuring and cried softly, "i miss you mommy, please don't go". 

He was shocked by the sudden action but figured that the boy has just gotten a nightmare. "I won't go anywhere..." he said while rubbing the little boys' back and hugging him back. Slowly the boy calmed down and they both fell asleep in the warm hug. 

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I promise soonwoo moments are going to show up in the upcoming chapters i just want to give a little story for a few chapters first ya know. his apartment was like the picture shown below just add a few things here and there and that's it :

Hoped you guys like it, i'm sorry if there is any mistakes and if you happen to have any advices or opinions feel free to tell me :) <3

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